- Nov 7, 2017
It is already unbearable. Flashbacks to high school.
Indari said:what event, with what car
blickpall said:So he can break out of the isolation he put himself in and talk to someone, even if it doesn't go well.
Indari said:nigger what. I didn't choose isolation
they cost money, I don't give a shit about them. This sounds like normies telling us to "just pick up freshwater flyfishing bro"
blickpall said:Actually, you did.
You said before that you know "how what [you] say comes off," and that you DO try to filter yourself (IIRC) but clearly you're not doing a good job, which leads to you self-alienating from others. Then you sit at home and play videogames and LDAR instead of looking up events that you could go to that don't require an exceptional skill or dedication - for example, in my area this week:
Non-school events that are cheap and nearby:
Hip hop show in a small venue, <$20
2 DJ shows in warehouses, ~$20
3 rock and 1 hip hop concerts at local concert venue, $15-50
School-related events that are nearby
Pregaming event through the local uni
Some Chinese poetry reading shit at the local free museum
About 10 different seminars, and that's just through one division of the school (at seminars you hear a person speak, ask questions, then chat with others over complimentary snacks usually)
There is a 100 year anniversary celebration starting today on one of the campuses
This is after looking around for 5 minutes. So, acting like you can't find something that is relevant to your interests means you're not trying hard enough or that your interests are too limited in scope and you need to get out more and broaden your interests in the first place - may I suggest some trial and error?
Now, you also complain about money. But then you say in other threads that you are "too inhuman to get a job." I'm sure that's not true, because even subhumans have to feed themselves when they aren't on NEETbux or mom and pop's generosity. I doubt that you've filled out dozens of applications to local retailers, mom and pop stores, strip mall stores, mall stores, restaurants, etc. I doubt you've tried looking for odd jobs on Craigslist or the like. I doubt you've applied through temporary labor agencies (which IMO are the most accepting and easiest ways to get jobs).
TL;DR: Your isolation is self-inflicted because you don't get a job, you don't look for local events you want to go to, and you "knowingly" communicate in ways that alienate you.
Indari said:As I implied before, there's obviously a reason I am isolated as I am despite how much I hate it. Stuff that's obvious to you isn't obvious to everyone else. I didn't grow up having jobs and going places and socializing with people all the time.
blickpall said:Alright then you can continue complaining about it and nothing changes, or do something about it and maybe something changes.