I just wanna be done with life I don't wanna go on anymore I don't have any hopes, expectations or anything anymore I lost all my will and energy due to my short height and ugly face and the shit treatment I get from my family and other people.
I don't feel like I wanna do anything right now I wish I could just sleep and never wake up again from this nightmare I call reality, I have no reason to socially interact with anyone because I'm a LOSER that NOBODY wants around. I don't have anything, I don't have any good memories I don't have happy memories all the memories I have is from when I got beat up as a kid or when I got insulted by other people including my family. I don't know what to do anymore I just woke up and now I'm depressed and tired I didn't even sleep properly too.
I hope that when I die I never EVER spawn back on this fucking wretched earth, if life had a main menu I would sit on the main menu for the rest of ETERNITY NOT PRESSING ONE SINGLE START BUTTON. I don't ever wanna be reincarnated or respawned here ever again, I don't even have a reason to be alive and I don't wanna be alive anyway, what am I even doing here? I wanna be DEAD I want it ALL TO BE DARKNESS FOR ALL OF ETERNITY I don't ever wanna see A SHRED OF LIGHT EVER AGAIN OR MEET ANOTHER PERSON OR TALK OR BREATH OR EAT OR JERK OFF I DON'T WANT ANY OF THAT FUCK LIFE GET ME OUT OF HERE NOWW
I don't feel like I wanna do anything right now I wish I could just sleep and never wake up again from this nightmare I call reality, I have no reason to socially interact with anyone because I'm a LOSER that NOBODY wants around. I don't have anything, I don't have any good memories I don't have happy memories all the memories I have is from when I got beat up as a kid or when I got insulted by other people including my family. I don't know what to do anymore I just woke up and now I'm depressed and tired I didn't even sleep properly too.
I hope that when I die I never EVER spawn back on this fucking wretched earth, if life had a main menu I would sit on the main menu for the rest of ETERNITY NOT PRESSING ONE SINGLE START BUTTON. I don't ever wanna be reincarnated or respawned here ever again, I don't even have a reason to be alive and I don't wanna be alive anyway, what am I even doing here? I wanna be DEAD I want it ALL TO BE DARKNESS FOR ALL OF ETERNITY I don't ever wanna see A SHRED OF LIGHT EVER AGAIN OR MEET ANOTHER PERSON OR TALK OR BREATH OR EAT OR JERK OFF I DON'T WANT ANY OF THAT FUCK LIFE GET ME OUT OF HERE NOWW
