Venting I have no one to talk to in rl

[GigaL0ser]

No one gives a shit about me and no one talks to me, like what the fuck did I even do to deserve this shit?

Now even my “best friend” who I considered him my “brother” went mad for whatever the fuck few months ago on me and acts now like if he never knew me. After many months I sent him a message yesterday, and of course he left me on read, and this isn’t the only time he did that. That faggot was the last person I could talk to, now I have no one.

No one from my class, family or in private talks to me. I just can’t keep this way, 4 years of isolation makes me insane and I have suicidal thoughts again.


I’m so tired of this life

 

[AdolfRizzler]

well atleast i have my family if i want to talk about some bluepill or retarded things that nobody cares, but for my real problem that i m an khhv short and ugly that i want pussy, yeah, i have nobody besides this forum that can understand how it feels

 

[Jealous Freak]

Too relatable, It's been years since I talked to anyone irl too, it's kinda driving me nuts but I'm coping with something, at least with the pills they prescripted me. But the scary part is that I lost sense of communication, so even if I tried with someone random, It gets awkward all the time, I just talk about work stuff and nothing else.
Back in school I only talked to some dudes from Special Education class and I kinda miss the brainrot conversations we had, except if I tried to talk to them after years it would not be the same, it's like I'm the only one stuck in the past while others moved on and have gfs and sex and tipical adult life.

 

[antisocialcel]

it's like I'm the only one stuck in the past while others moved on and have gfs and sex and tipical adult life

 

[GigaL0ser]

well atleast i have my family if i want to talk about some bluepill or retarded things that nobody cares, but for my real problem that i m an khhv short and ugly that i want pussy, yeah, i have nobody besides this forum that can understand how it feels

I don’t even talk abt my problems to my family anymore, they always get angry at me and start telling me some bluepilled bs advices
“gO tAlK to GiRls” or “JuSt maN uP”

 

[AdolfRizzler]

I don’t even talk abt my problems to my family anymore, they always get angry at me and start telling me some bluepilled bs advices
“gO tAlK to GiRls” or “JuSt maN uP”

yeah, in the end i stopped talking with my family, the only people i talk with, are on .is

 

[soft]

no one wants us in their lives

 

[GigaL0ser]

Too relatable, It's been years since I talked to anyone irl too, it's kinda driving me nuts but I'm coping with something, at least with the pills they prescripted me. But the scary part is that I lost sense of communication, so even if I tried with someone random, It gets awkward all the time, I just talk about work stuff and nothing else.
Back in school I only talked to some dudes from Special Education class and I kinda miss the brainrot conversations we had, except if I tried to talk to them after years it would not be the same, it's like I'm the only one stuck in the past while others moved on and have gfs and sex and tipical adult life.

I’ve also lost the sense of communication because of my isolation. Back in the day I used to talk confidently to others and my friends, I could even talk to the girls from my class. I was practically a class clown, always making jokes and making my friends laugh.

Now I always say some weird shit or need to stutter when I talk to someone who I personally don’t know. My heart also starts to race when I try to say something.
I am disabled at this point.

 

[Caichan]

I’m so tired of this life

just want to die in my sleep

 

[Grodd]

Same

 

[froggerwhitecunt]

No one gives a shit about me and no one talks to me, like what the fuck did I even do to deserve this shit?

Now even my “best friend” who I considered him my “brother” went mad for whatever the fuck few months ago on me and acts now like if he never knew me. After many months I sent him a message yesterday, and of course he left me on read, and this isn’t the only time he did that. That faggot was the last person I could talk to, now I have no one.

No one from my class, family or in private talks to me. I just can’t keep this way, 4 years of isolation makes me insane and I have suicidal thoughts again.


I’m so tired of this life

I live in a small city and sabotaged my self pretty badly lol, everyone thinks im to creepy or to awkward to hang around I hope they die of turbo cancer from the clot shots for treating me the way they do, fuck em. The social contract had been severely violated.

 

[Nithingr]

Sorry to read you lost your last friend. I gradually realised my only "friend" was always insulting me in plausibly deniable ways and if called out would say it's a joke, when I started getting upset he stopped messaging me too. If I dont comply to the pecking order, he won't talk to me. Over. I don't associate with him for years now. I'm really sensitive to pecking order bs now, and I'm aware some light teasing can be beneficial, but it's a downward spiral of sensitivity for rejects.

I was practically a class clown, always making jokes and making my friends laugh.

Now I always say some weird shit

I miss being able to talk without sensitivity and over-seriousness. I used to be the same, a clown. I'm incapable of that humour now.