This entire summer I have felt so soulless and down. It literally feels like I'm in an empty black hole and no one is here to help me. I genuinely am unstable now.
same. all I see are happy couples holding hands. people laughing being happy. Its like I am not even existing while they live their life to the fullest.
2025 will go down as the most depressing year for my life so far
I don't really take notice of it, since I do not go out and pay attention to other people often.
I never enjoyed summer, not even when I was a child.
Wait until you experience what 2026 has to offer you.
it can only get worse 
The summer has always been a source of misery for me, it is where my thoughts run wild, at least during semesters, my mind becomes blank, with the occasional deep depressive dive down, but with summer, I have plenty time on my hands and I spent a lot of it pondering about life, and about what I should do the next day about the goal I want to achieve, and it ends up with me going into spiraling states throughout the day, a deep indifferent attitude in the beginning, then struck by a minor disatisfaction, which eventually leads to a partially defeatist state but me thinking I can do something about it because I yearn for it, then comes the full defeatist state, where I feel I can’t do much of anything, then comes the blank state again, gradually, and after that I become mildly positive, but it doesn’t last long, and I become blank again, it sucks
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