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FiveFourManlet
It only gets worse
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- May 17, 2018
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I wake up every day, low sex drive, no energy, no nothing, i just feel grey, i just feel like i'm existing.
Same thing every single day, no motivation, lack of sleep, lack of everything.
I am probably depressed, but the depression leads to terrible sex drive so when i see a hot stacy, i feel nothing, i dont feel anything.
I drink to cope with my terrible height as a man but i will just wake up as short as i am.
I am also very anxious, ive lost strength and aggressiveness that i used to have when i was younger and i just feel like a blank page.
I know i wont be liked or even loved ever but that doesnt matter to me now, as i know why.
I feel like i would be angry if i didnt know the answer to why women rejected me, but i know now.
The bluepill gave me hope, but the effect of the blackpill is just too much, too much to the fact that it took a long time to understand, initially reject and finally accept.
Whenever i see mixed ethnic couples i feel disgust, the blackpill has made me extremely bitter.
Whenever i see a short guy with a smile on his face, i think to myself, he will learn soon enough.
Like they say, the only way you will know how it feels to be a manlet, is to be one, and from the bottom of my emotionless heart, its a life not worth living.
Well i guess this is it right, life down to the raw bone, the blackpill hurts and i assure you it hurts even more when you fully realise it.
But at the same time this is a big low in my life, i guess i have nothing to look forward to anymore, no nothing, just blank.
I guess its over, but i know its over so existing is all i can do for now.
Same thing every single day, no motivation, lack of sleep, lack of everything.
I am probably depressed, but the depression leads to terrible sex drive so when i see a hot stacy, i feel nothing, i dont feel anything.
I drink to cope with my terrible height as a man but i will just wake up as short as i am.
I am also very anxious, ive lost strength and aggressiveness that i used to have when i was younger and i just feel like a blank page.
I know i wont be liked or even loved ever but that doesnt matter to me now, as i know why.
I feel like i would be angry if i didnt know the answer to why women rejected me, but i know now.
The bluepill gave me hope, but the effect of the blackpill is just too much, too much to the fact that it took a long time to understand, initially reject and finally accept.
Whenever i see mixed ethnic couples i feel disgust, the blackpill has made me extremely bitter.
Whenever i see a short guy with a smile on his face, i think to myself, he will learn soon enough.
Like they say, the only way you will know how it feels to be a manlet, is to be one, and from the bottom of my emotionless heart, its a life not worth living.
Well i guess this is it right, life down to the raw bone, the blackpill hurts and i assure you it hurts even more when you fully realise it.
But at the same time this is a big low in my life, i guess i have nothing to look forward to anymore, no nothing, just blank.
I guess its over, but i know its over so existing is all i can do for now.