Betrayed
God is dead
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I always knew my life sucked but in the last week's it really got out of control. I can barely really think and everytime I think about my life I feel a dark void inside of my stomach and I have to breath out so it doesn't consume me. I have multiple panic attacks a day and I'm very panicking. I just recovered but I get triggered a lot by a lot of factors. I always knew my life sucked but I'm unable to really think constantly I feel like in a constant state of panic and I can't think properly. If I tried reading this post I couldn't. I thought I would die or fall unconscious. I have a shit life Google tells me to take antidepressants and go to therapy but I don't want to take that. I just want you to know that I've been posting less in the last week's because I feel like in a constant state of pain and a void inside me I cry a lot too I have been tormented for years and I can't even really think I feel like on drugs but without the side effects Did I do something wrong I can't do anything it's Monday I can't take school anymore I'm collapsing I'm considering staying up all night so I'm physically unable to go to school because I'm fucking paranoid althought we don't have any exams or something I had multiple panic attacks today and I'm still recovering but I still can't fucking think. Anyone else relate?