It's been since the day i have made my mission to leave Inceldom with OneMoreDayPlease , of course i would dedicate my leaving inceldom to him and drop a speech where i say i was always a good boy and i deserve to live love and feel affection , i am always fantasizing about this, even my friends call me the guy who love females too much , everytime i open my mouth is to talk about females, at least i give off a normie vibe it kind of hide my incel persona , now i'v been fantasizing about it too much, yesterday i went to a club but they didn't let me in because i wasn't with a girl , and i got a rush in my blood i had to find a girl to get in so i started approaching girls , my friend approached three girls and i joined them later because i was watching the boats and thinking about myself, a great cope that kinda help me stay out of my incel persona for few seconds and stop the suffering even if little , as i joined them , the girls kinda said that there was too much people and told us good night and went off, but i am sure it wasn't because of me , i mean i kinda made them laugh , that night all my friends approached girls from left to right but i didn't i don't know why i just felt like today we feast and tomorrow we will do it, i have always approached girls but that night i just didn't feel like it , but i now i have a huge feeling in my chest, i feel like the day i will leave inceldom is near, soon there will be a huge party with a lot of drunk girls, and i felt like i have a very fun time with drunk girls i make them laugh easy and they are very outgoing when there is a bit of alcohol in their blood , so i feel like i have more chances with those, my hope kinda grow stronger when my friend showed me a pic he took of a literal blonde godess with a THICC ASS in his bed i was kinda blown out never seen a body like that in my whole life, and my friend then made this move, he stared at me in the eyes and told me that next time no one will be left behind and everyone will get a girl, i just felt like a goblin soldier listening to his goblin in combat , we will feast soon if God choose it, so if i ever leave inceldom i will be soo happy i will become a good normie doing charity and a lot of things i will finally be myself, i don't want this hate inside me , this hate inside me takes a lot of energy, it drains my life away, my face have shapened in a evil form after so much hate have been hanging in my eyes , Oh Incels pray for me my brothers for the day i leave inceldom
