hatewimen
Her no mean yes.
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- Jul 25, 2022
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I have one of the shortest fuses, it's difficult for me to experience any emotion other than anger. The only way I can feel happy is by gaming, watching videos, watching movies and tv shows, eating and jerking off. Everytime when I wake up I feel miserable. In the morning I feel anger slowly boiling up in my heart. It's fucking near impossible for me to control my emotions.
I have random outbursts over the smallest fucking thing sometimes. One time my wi fi wasn't well so my game froze for a little while and I flew into a fit of fucking rage and broke my fucking controller! Interacting with strangers is the fucking worst! One guy called me ugly and I started a fist fight with him because of my anger! I had to get talked to by the police after. Thankfully I didn't get charged. I can't help it anymore! I feel angry almost randomly now! Day by day I feel more rage boil up in me! Sometimes I feel so much anger I start crying due to the pain it gives me. I won't go to therapy because it such a fucking scam! I wish I can one day find a better way to deal with my anger issues.
I have random outbursts over the smallest fucking thing sometimes. One time my wi fi wasn't well so my game froze for a little while and I flew into a fit of fucking rage and broke my fucking controller! Interacting with strangers is the fucking worst! One guy called me ugly and I started a fist fight with him because of my anger! I had to get talked to by the police after. Thankfully I didn't get charged. I can't help it anymore! I feel angry almost randomly now! Day by day I feel more rage boil up in me! Sometimes I feel so much anger I start crying due to the pain it gives me. I won't go to therapy because it such a fucking scam! I wish I can one day find a better way to deal with my anger issues.