SecularNeo-Khazar
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I have a friend I sometimes meet for like two hours barely once a year.
We however were good buddies in pre-school and middle school. Our pre-school and middle school was one complex of eddifices seperated by a wall and inoffical entrance allowed only for th adults, because high schoolers used to go into the pre-school and bully kids whilst kicking them out from the que to the inside located shop with sweets and what not.
Dude, like me, is unattractive, however he's tall and inteligent. Bro won a all-polish olimpiade in tech and chemistry which guaranteed him a place at any tech and chemistry related bechelor studies.
INCLUDING MEDICINE (thanks to chemistry being one of the topics f the olimpiade), which he chose and now has a plan of becoming a md.
Do you know how long I know him?
You won't believe me
Since kindergarten.
Yes. I have a freind which I still am in contact with and very rarely meet with that I went with together to kindergarten.
Insane. This is a movie type of rare circumstance. I have no right to make a "I'm 21 and I have no freinds" video on youtube because of this fact.
How did this happen?
I have a theory - One thing is if you're ugly or different and you're bullied, which I was, however if there were "freinds" that today you know are part of us, incels, the question really worthy asking is if you really have noticed it back then, and isn't it knowledge you gained with the blackpill that now opened you a path of new explenations for what is going on with the lives of the people you know.
I think I might have gotten lucky that I know him. Not only because of the above paragraph, but also since he is clever and has it easier on discrading his feelings my looks have and how they bias his apporoach to me and makes it more important to hit at me as a person, my views, my level of knowledge, my virtues. Me.
Secondly, he might have sympathy. Why? I remember I once paid him to give me help in math in high school. He refused to come because he had a severe problem with acney.
He's face is littered with bumps, scarred tissue and even look asymetrical from the bumps. I can only imagine what it was at first, now that after 4 years of treatment it looks like it looks.
Today we went to Castorama, a shop with house maintnance and building equipemnt and so on. Since I badly wanted to spend some good time with somebody honestly relating when ti comes to the looks discussion, I was very extraverted. Like a switch in my head just turned and I stopped being introverted.
There is this show called "Kapitan Bomba" almost every pole knows of. Its pure autism and a compilation of superficial low standard sex jokes, comedy etc.
So, since he can weld and has shared his plan of welding some table from metal, I remembered a funny scene from the show.
"So, Puss, with which welder would you weld a thin sheet of metal? TIG or MIG/MAG?
"Uhhh...Jesus....hmm....with a MIG/MAG"
"Good!"
"Really?"
"Really I'm about to fuck your head up and then you'll learn what MIG/MAG is for! "
And we had a laugh from that. This sentimental moment of the back o'l days you can bring back from memories to form a neat juxtaposition with what you're doing now.
I wish I could make friends with people here rather then argue.
We however were good buddies in pre-school and middle school. Our pre-school and middle school was one complex of eddifices seperated by a wall and inoffical entrance allowed only for th adults, because high schoolers used to go into the pre-school and bully kids whilst kicking them out from the que to the inside located shop with sweets and what not.
Dude, like me, is unattractive, however he's tall and inteligent. Bro won a all-polish olimpiade in tech and chemistry which guaranteed him a place at any tech and chemistry related bechelor studies.
INCLUDING MEDICINE (thanks to chemistry being one of the topics f the olimpiade), which he chose and now has a plan of becoming a md.
Do you know how long I know him?
You won't believe me
Since kindergarten.
Yes. I have a freind which I still am in contact with and very rarely meet with that I went with together to kindergarten.
Insane. This is a movie type of rare circumstance. I have no right to make a "I'm 21 and I have no freinds" video on youtube because of this fact.
How did this happen?
I have a theory - One thing is if you're ugly or different and you're bullied, which I was, however if there were "freinds" that today you know are part of us, incels, the question really worthy asking is if you really have noticed it back then, and isn't it knowledge you gained with the blackpill that now opened you a path of new explenations for what is going on with the lives of the people you know.
I think I might have gotten lucky that I know him. Not only because of the above paragraph, but also since he is clever and has it easier on discrading his feelings my looks have and how they bias his apporoach to me and makes it more important to hit at me as a person, my views, my level of knowledge, my virtues. Me.
Secondly, he might have sympathy. Why? I remember I once paid him to give me help in math in high school. He refused to come because he had a severe problem with acney.
He's face is littered with bumps, scarred tissue and even look asymetrical from the bumps. I can only imagine what it was at first, now that after 4 years of treatment it looks like it looks.
Today we went to Castorama, a shop with house maintnance and building equipemnt and so on. Since I badly wanted to spend some good time with somebody honestly relating when ti comes to the looks discussion, I was very extraverted. Like a switch in my head just turned and I stopped being introverted.
There is this show called "Kapitan Bomba" almost every pole knows of. Its pure autism and a compilation of superficial low standard sex jokes, comedy etc.
So, since he can weld and has shared his plan of welding some table from metal, I remembered a funny scene from the show.
"So, Puss, with which welder would you weld a thin sheet of metal? TIG or MIG/MAG?
"Uhhh...Jesus....hmm....with a MIG/MAG"
"Good!"
"Really?"
"Really I'm about to fuck your head up and then you'll learn what MIG/MAG is for! "
And we had a laugh from that. This sentimental moment of the back o'l days you can bring back from memories to form a neat juxtaposition with what you're doing now.
I wish I could make friends with people here rather then argue.