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I am 38 and KHHV and there are several reasons why I have given up:
1. I learned trying to date women is nothing but pain and disappointment. My brain has learned that trying is an irrational action.
2. Having been alone for decades I had a lot of time to think about the world. I have come to many conclusions about life and humans and I think a woman could never accept those conclusions so I could never really show her who I really am.
3. I just don't think it's worth the massive amount of effort needed. You get too little at too high a price.
4. My sexuality is tied to weird fetishes as a result of watching thousands of hours of porn. I am not sure I could get hard from sex with a foid at this time.
5. I am too addicted to my copes to live a life without playing vidya and eating what I want at any time. Spending each evening with a foid doing boring shit like sitting in a restaurant instead of playing vidya is something I couldn't do.
6. I hate the idea of giving women any kind of affirmation when they deprived me of it for decades. So I could never pursue a woman. If I asked her and she wouldn't immediately say "yes" I would just say: "Fine!" and never call again simply because I am sick and tired of making her feel good while she doesn't care about me.
So like a paralyzed guy can't ever walk again I will have to accept I will never ascend. It's not nice but I do accept it because there is no alternative to accepting it.
1. I learned trying to date women is nothing but pain and disappointment. My brain has learned that trying is an irrational action.
2. Having been alone for decades I had a lot of time to think about the world. I have come to many conclusions about life and humans and I think a woman could never accept those conclusions so I could never really show her who I really am.
3. I just don't think it's worth the massive amount of effort needed. You get too little at too high a price.
4. My sexuality is tied to weird fetishes as a result of watching thousands of hours of porn. I am not sure I could get hard from sex with a foid at this time.
5. I am too addicted to my copes to live a life without playing vidya and eating what I want at any time. Spending each evening with a foid doing boring shit like sitting in a restaurant instead of playing vidya is something I couldn't do.
6. I hate the idea of giving women any kind of affirmation when they deprived me of it for decades. So I could never pursue a woman. If I asked her and she wouldn't immediately say "yes" I would just say: "Fine!" and never call again simply because I am sick and tired of making her feel good while she doesn't care about me.
So like a paralyzed guy can't ever walk again I will have to accept I will never ascend. It's not nice but I do accept it because there is no alternative to accepting it.
