RageFuel I hate when people invalidate how i feel because of my age

[Cuckoja]

Because im 38, an "adult" nearly middle-aged at that.

Except i never had the experiences to grow up, i spent my life NEETing from 15 to 35 in isolation, watching animes and playing video games. My life wasn't really sheltered, i took care of myself and my siblings as long back as i can remember, it was more restricted by psycho parents.

When im wageslaving and when im around normies, i feel like a child play-pretending being an adult.

Im now finding out about things regular teens do, falling in love, getting rejected, getting your heart broke, etc. I get happy easily and hurt even more. If you stab me i bleed type of shit.

I feel completely lost in this life, and i dont know what to do with my life and life scares me to death

You can hear something million times and until you feel it on your own skin, you dont really understand it.

People expect of you to have it all figured out, and i need to watch videos of other men to understand what i feel. To understand through what im going rn.

I still miss my mom stroking my hair while i sleep.

Is growing up even a thing?

 

[Genetically Doomed]

I'm in my late 20s and i honestly feel like an 18 year old.

Developmentally, i'm more like 16.

 

[Sub5failure]

It's hard to develop when there is nothing you look forward to in your life. I am have lost all interest for both the struggle AND any reward life has to offer. I don't even register as a person to people because I am 5ft2, Nothing I do is noted for i am not a full human to anyone

 

[VanGobbel]

until what age did you live with your parents?

 

[Cuckoja]

I am 5ft2

Relatable, i gave up on life because im like 162cm

 

[Cuckoja]

until what age did you live with your parents?

Until they died.

 

[VanGobbel]

Until they died.

yeah my point was, at a certain point/age you can't blame your parents for "being restrictive" anymore. You have the option to live on your own.

 

[Cuckoja]

yeah my point was, at a certain point/age you can't blame your parents for "being restrictive" anymore. You have the option to live on your own.

They mess you up mentally. Its hard to escape what is ingrained into your brain. And i dont think that living on my own would change anything, im on my own all the time anyway.

 

[Giracel]

If anything, your older age makes your feelings more valid because you have been experiencing this suffering and missing out for longer than many.

At only 22 I can already identify with many of the above aspects listed.

 

[AutismHaver]

it really doesnt matter man, women are chad only in the world as it is now, normies dont have this "time of their life" you're talking about they spend their lives trying to have those things when they cant

 

[OverLoner]

I guess you become more responsible I guess or I'd like to hope anyways. That's my experience growing up. Teenage years weren't so bad because I didn't realize just how fucked I was until it really started sinking it in my twenties which felt like a cruel and unusual punishment. At 31 I've honestly given up hope. That being said I still like working on stuff I enjoy but I know something important is missing and I can't work on that I think.

 

[Jesussaveme]

Womp womp old man

 

[Bulbasaur]

I'm in my 30's as well, but I left my parents at the age of 21 and been wageslaving since. There is nothing special about being an adult.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

Everyone is roleplaying as an "adult". In reality maturity isn't mental it's purely physical. You can't be immature you're either physically an adult or you're not. The reason no one feels like an adult is because the "system" has replaced the biological definition of an adult with a sociological one. An adult works a job, an adult is quiet, an adult never tries new things, an adult doesn't watch anime or play games, an adult has it all figured out. That's what they tell us.

But in reality humans aren't meant to change their behavior based on age, they should only change it based on their physical restrictions. An animal hunts, shits, eats, reproduces the same way from youth until death. Only when it becomes physically unable to do something does it finally stop doing it. Key point is - your physical development defines your age, not your position in society.

 

[Cuckoja]

Everyone is roleplaying as an "adult". In reality maturity isn't mental it's purely physical. You can't be immature you're either physically an adult or you're not. The reason no one feels like an adult is because the "system" has replaced the biological definition of an adult with a sociological one. An adult works a job, an adult is quiet, an adult never tries new things, an adult doesn't watch anime or play games, an adult has it all figured out. That's what they tell us.

But in reality humans aren't meant to change their behavior based on age, they should only change it based on their physical restrictions. An animal hunts, shits, eats, reproduces the same way from youth until death. Only when it becomes physically unable to do something does it finally stop doing it. Key point is - your physical development defines your age, not your position in society.

Very interesting point of view. Humans make difference where there is none.

 

[160cmbloop]

hard to develop ‘mentally’ when you missed out on certain social milestones

 

[Cuckoja]

hard to develop ‘mentally’ when you missed out on certain social milestones

True.

 

[Emba]

Most old folks still act like children.

 

[MajorThomas666]

Everyone is roleplaying as an "adult". In reality maturity isn't mental it's purely physical. You can't be immature you're either physically an adult or you're not. The reason no one feels like an adult is because the "system" has replaced the biological definition of an adult with a sociological one. An adult works a job, an adult is quiet, an adult never tries new things, an adult doesn't watch anime or play games, an adult has it all figured out. That's what they tell us.

But in reality humans aren't meant to change their behavior based on age, they should only change it based on their physical restrictions. An animal hunts, shits, eats, reproduces the same way from youth until death. Only when it becomes physically unable to do something does it finally stop doing it. Key point is - your physical development defines your age, not your position in society.

Society thinks picking wild blueberries as nature intends is criminal behavior.

 

[Cuckoja]

Most old folks still act like children.

I feel like we stay children. Just roleplay as adults to make kids feel safe. But we who dont have children.

 

[MajorThomas666]

Most old folks still act like children.

But think they're the most mature

 

[Emba]

I feel like we stay children. Just roleplay as adults to make kids feel safe. But we who dont have children.

No I mean even though body is old, the mind is still young.

It's like being trapped.

 

[Cuckoja]

No I mean even though body is old, the mind is still young.

It's like being trapped.

Thats how i feel. When i tell younger people that you dont magically change into someone else with years they dont believe me. Youre simply you, slightly different, slightly changed, because we change all the time, not necessarily because of aging. But the you at 15 and you at 45 is the same person.

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

Hit me in the stomach like a punch. Sorry brocel. I'm a youngcel myself.

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

Womp womp old man

 

[Cuckoja]

Hit me in the stomach like a punch. Sorry brocel. I'm a youngcel myself.

Thanks man. Try to not waste your youth like i did.

 

[Emba]

Thats how i feel. When i tell younger people that you dont magically change into someone else with years they dont believe me. Youre simply you, slightly different, slightly changed, because we change all the time, not necessarily because of aging. But the you at 15 and you at 45 is the same person.

Yeah, exactly.

I used to wonder where the "dignified," & "high and mighty," and "I'm better than you," older folks attitudes came from, and now I figure its from high school! They've had it there whole lives... They were always assholes.

 

[Cuckoja]

They've had it there whole lives... They were always assholes.

Very true.

 

[Jesussaveme]

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[Cuckoja]

GAYcel

 

[EcstasyCel]

Im 25 and I hate how much my feelings were invalidated back when I was 13. I KNEW back then I was most likely gonna die as an incel.

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

Im now finding out about things regular teens do

Indeed you are. Brutal discordcel moment, it's over!

 

[SociallyStunted]

 

[VanGobbel]

CUCK

 

[Max Doltman]

No I mean even though body is old, the mind is still young.

It's like being trapped.

true

 

[Dr. Autismo]

SIMP

 

[SCAT PACK]

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[Tšuudi]

CUCK

SIMP

 

[Kshatriya]

 

[The Judge]

38 years old and yet you have never learned how not to be retarded.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

SIMP
CUCK
GYPSY-NIGGER

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

SIMP
CUCK
GYPSY-NIGGER

That's all you are. You're a disgrace. 38 years old and dumber than a 17-year-old kid.

 

[undesiredsamsung]

View: https://youtu.be/ICHPKx6KJSM

 

[undesiredsamsung]

How the fuck do you stoop this low at 38?

Insane shit really and here I was thinking im retarded at 19 but to do this at 38? You’d think as you age having past shit experiences with foids at during your teen and early 20s would have taught you something

Guess it didn’t lol to stoop this low for some e whore

 

[psychotic_cock69]

kill yourself nigger before i find your ass

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Snake in the grass

 

[Marklonely]

Rest in piss nigga

 

[Blackpill Monk]

kill yourself nigger before i find your ass

That's gay

 

[Hoodpreet]

How the fuck do you stoop this low at 38?

Insane shit really and here I was thinking im retarded at 19 but to do this at 38? You’d think as you age having past shit experiences with foids at during your teen and early 20s would have taught you something

Guess it didn’t lol to stoop this low for some e whore

I mean at the same time it could be argued that inceldom, desperation, and FOMO reaches a fever pitch when you’re closing in on 40.

I would sort of feel bad for him if I didn’t already have some background knowledge on Mecoja, like a pattern of simping + foid worshipping and being close friends with homosexual users like @Koni-ACK! and @incelerated

 

[Blackpill Monk]

How the fuck do you stoop this low at 38?

Insane shit really and here I was thinking im retarded at 19 but to do this at 38? You’d think as you age having past shit experiences with foids at during your teen and early 20s would have taught you something

Guess it didn’t lol to stoop this low for some e whore

He's a Gypsy and Gypsy are Pajeet in origin and Pajeet irrespective of age are cucked Bob vagene type simp and that's why his pajeet genes forced him to be a simp