JFL I hate touching my own face

[MountainGorilla]

Its so pudgy, boneless, and has this weird PVC plastic texture

I'm not touching the face of a white person, its so soft and lacks the boney sharpness that whites have

My nose bridge isn't projected
I got nigger nostrils


I'm a white boy trapped inside of a half asian body

My brain chemistry doesn't have the same process as a white man.

Why do whites mature into adulthood so well? their faces and eyes get hardened with time and they carry themselves differently

Asian people look like deformed people with a growth hormone deficiency, they still obey authority like little kids, while whites are already independent.

Being stunted and pudgy is not neoteny, it makes you act immature and sheltered and not take risks and assert dominance. Neoteny is comparing a chimpanzee to a human; humans are neotenous relative to other primates, but they dont look like pudgy soft stunted children like Mongoloids.

 

[Animecel2D]

yeah I feel you

It doesn’t even seem like I’m touching a real face because of how boneless I am

 

[MountainGorilla]

yeah I feel you

It doesn’t even seem like I’m touching a real face because of how boneless I am

I listen to my own voice and it doesn't sound white, these Mongoloid cheekbones and maxilla make it hard to pronounce vowels and letter shapes. I sound like I have a lisp and drawl.

 

[DutchCel01]

Touching my face and body is like touching sandpaper with the occasional vulcano

 

[DreamCoper]

Incredibly based post. What's even worse is when one sides even more boneless than the other and you feel the difference every time you rest your head in your hands or lie down on a pillow, I just wanna be transferred into a robot body or some shit man.

 

[MountainGorilla]

Incredibly based post. What's even worse is when one sides even more boneless than the other and you feel the difference every time you rest your head in your hands or lie down on a pillow, I just wanna be transferred into a robot body or some shit man.

Are u a mixed race hapa like me
I thought I was alone in feeling like my body doesn't fit my personality


Like I have the voice of a white american but I look like some spic fresh off the boat

My personality changes and clashes too
I sometimes can be social but then the asian genes take over and I'm not as expressive

My own body just attacks itself

 

[MountainGorilla]

Sometimes I wake up and tell myself
"damn I feel really chinky today"
I get out of body experiences and depersonalize, I lose all sense of self

 

[ArabAndFramecel]

Me its my body

 

[MountainGorilla]

Imagine feeling like an alien because your own instincts attacks itself, I feel more familiar with whites but then the depersonalization kicks in; its like whites speak a different language, not in words but in mannerisms tone of voice, rhythm, cadence, how their jaws and tongue is placed to talk, just tiny itty bitty inner workings that I can't mimic, only just the surface level. Their way of thinking is different, the vibe is just different.