I hate the fact that I will not be loved because I know I am worth something , it's not about sex but validation. I don't have any friends , I have some but they meet me like once a month or once in two months , I know that I have different views and I am fun to hangout with. I am special , I am different , I am deserving of love , I love myself and therefore I know that there is someone out there who loves me. I hate it that all of you fags say that it's over for us curries and that we will not be loved , I don't want to hear it , I am sick of it. I want hope , I want this to end , why can't we all be loved , I know that I am worth it why can't people see it. Surely my looksmax could notice me , maybe if I try pickup some chick would date me ahhhhhhh. I hate the blackpill before all this I didn't give a shit about getting laid , I was planning on becoming a celebate my whole life but after learning I am ugly and that I won't be loved, it drives me mad with despair it's not the fact that I want to have sex and be loved but rather I can't be loved and be validated by sex , I have been denied something and it hurts.
