Mainländer
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I was watching some random YT videos and came across this live version of an old pop success:
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNxNXcNSyTk
That girl doing the backing vocals. Just because she's white, young and makes some cute faces while singing, it already stirs strong emotions on me.
Why things have to be this way? Even after all I went through at the hands of women, and all the blackpills, and all the evils and injustices galore I saw women doing, biology/the flesh still win.
I hate this tbh. I think the only solutions are either monk/isolationmaxxing or dark triad maxxing. But can someone with feelings actually succeed in killing their feelings? I don't think so. Also, I don't want to become evil. I think foids want me to do it. They want to turn another kind heart into a violent, manipulative, criminal scumbag. I don't want them to succeed. I have some narcissism in me, as well as hatred and desire to be physically aggressive towards certain people, but I don't want these to take the best of me.
I have feelings. I'm lonely and sexually starved. If I go even 2 days without fapping I start devouring any remotely attractive foid I see outside with my eyes. I have no vocation for this incel thing, but this is what I get because of my ugly face and normal functioning heart (able to feel feelings).
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNxNXcNSyTk
That girl doing the backing vocals. Just because she's white, young and makes some cute faces while singing, it already stirs strong emotions on me.
Why things have to be this way? Even after all I went through at the hands of women, and all the blackpills, and all the evils and injustices galore I saw women doing, biology/the flesh still win.
I hate this tbh. I think the only solutions are either monk/isolationmaxxing or dark triad maxxing. But can someone with feelings actually succeed in killing their feelings? I don't think so. Also, I don't want to become evil. I think foids want me to do it. They want to turn another kind heart into a violent, manipulative, criminal scumbag. I don't want them to succeed. I have some narcissism in me, as well as hatred and desire to be physically aggressive towards certain people, but I don't want these to take the best of me.
I have feelings. I'm lonely and sexually starved. If I go even 2 days without fapping I start devouring any remotely attractive foid I see outside with my eyes. I have no vocation for this incel thing, but this is what I get because of my ugly face and normal functioning heart (able to feel feelings).
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