No matter what I do I cannot escape it. I want to convince myself personality is what matters, I want to convince myself that a girl can love me despite being subhuman, but I can't. I can't ignore the blackpill in the face of overwhelming evidence. I wish it wasn't true. I wish the world worked the way bluepillers say it does, but it does not. Everything has already been decided, nothing will change, everyone will succumb to their destiny.
