Blackpill I hate that I am self-destructing

[RealSchizo]

Tbh I wish I could just ignore and not care what others think and just focus on what I can change but instead I am inevitably falling into the same pit of despair and anxiety.

I was doing well with my life actually 1 month ago and now I am my old self once again. It's pretty hard to cope when you're bitchless and the thing is... you cannot fit in when you're virgin.

People know and talk to you as if you're some kid or a lackey.

Relationships in 2025 are like a currency nowadays and I cannot rly judge men that lie about past romantic relationships because It's fucking brutal out there. Never admit that you're virgin.

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

It's pretty hard to cope when you're bitchless

Never admit that you're virgin.

No one asks if I'm a virgin. Are you going to frat parties on the regular or sum, why anyone care if someone has sex?

I wish I could just ignore and not care what others think and just focus on what I can change

I think this is definitely doable. Sounds like you just need to get the habit in of refocusing on what's in your control, and practice meditation to shift your attention better, etc.

 

[RealSchizo]

No one asks if I'm a virgin. Are you going to frat parties on the regular or sum, why anyone care if someone has sex?

Nah that's insanity.

 

[plastic chewer]

In what way were you doing well? Friendship wise?

 

[RealSchizo]

In what way were you doing well? Friendship wise?

i was on nofap for over a month, studied, had no brainfog due to abstination from porn, had higher testosterone and no post-nut shame ritual.

Right now I am a coomer again and depressed as shit.

 

[RealSchizo]

In what way were you doing well? Friendship wise?

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8e5GDbkS3Gw&list=RD8e5GDbkS3Gw&start_radio=1

 

[plastic chewer]

i was on nofap for over a month, studied, had no brainfog due to abstination from porn, had higher testosterone and no post-nut shame ritual.

Right now I am a coomer again and depressed as shit.

I never reached that level of productivity but I also have severe mood swings, despite my life being completely monotone.

I feel worse now solely because of early sunsets, it accentuates my loneliness.

 

[RealSchizo]

I never reached that level of productivity but I also have severe mood swings, despite my life being completely monotone.

I feel worse now solely because of early sunsets, it accentuates my loneliness.

do u have a discord ?

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

I always have been self-destructing.