I hate suicide and if I saw a suicide attempt in front of me I’ll probably walk away or tackle the person , but I feel like if your going to kill yourself you should drag people into witnessing this sounds like being an attention whore but ya never got attention before and that’s your chance to get it. It would be cucked to go out silently and violently only go out silently if it’s a peaceful method this is your last moment and like ya shouldn’t spend it in the shadows. I’ve been thinking about this on and off for some time and my brain feels like static and I have neutral emotions on the outside it in the inside I’m like blue because i know if I resorted to suicide I ran out of all options and copes I can think of and it’s actually over this time 
