My dad is such an ugly incel looking motherfucker it hurts, and he's a cuck since my mom openly talked about fucking a million guys before him. I hate when they kiss because he's so oblivious to the fact that his money is what got him there, and it also makes him think it should be easy for me to get a girl when it was for him. I also hate it because he is subconciously flaunting the fact he married this ex-Stacy to me since research shows public makeouts are to make other people jealous. Also I hate to say it but it arouses me in a way, just the idea that an incel, someone with my incel genes, can kiss an ex-model is some what hopeful. Ususally when I masturbate I'm rich in my fantasies because a femoid liking me for any other reason is too unrealistic for me. So it kind of gives me a jerk off fantasy. But overal it's just a nasty experience, very belittling.
