I hate positive experiences in life more than bad ones

[user]

Because they are too short in duration and give you a hope that life will be better, if I were smarter I would kms long time ago but I’m still here and don’t know why
I didn’t mean sexual frustrations I mean life in general . How much humiliation I could bear?

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Still having a sliver of hope is what actually hurts.