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worstcel
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They're basically wageslaving to keep my family alive, but they drink/smoke a lot and aren't that intelligent tbh (neither am I lol, I'm actually fucking retarded).
My "father" (I don't even like to call him that, I have way too much trauma from this man). I'll call him "E". Always yells at me for the smallest things ever, and never taught me anything (not like I can fjcking learn anything anyway cuz of my retardedness). My parents are both ugly too, "E" is bottom of the barrel slavic shit, while my mom is ugly too xd. Horrible personalities as well, which gave me a bad sort of narcissistic personality. Literally after years of abuse I'm basically careful for anything i do, even things like washing dishes i make sure carefully so they dont break or even fall without breaking but make a noise so I dont get yelled at. My parents dont seem to notice how bad my depression is either, I have almost all worst combinations of genes yet they still yell at me for quitting school, when I mean bottom of the barrel genes I'm actually serious.
I'm honestly thinking of booking it and going to foster care (if I can tbh), I've heard bad stories from foster parents but AT LEAST I'll have some freedom, which imo is extremely important, otherwise I'll rot to death.
My "father" (I don't even like to call him that, I have way too much trauma from this man). I'll call him "E". Always yells at me for the smallest things ever, and never taught me anything (not like I can fjcking learn anything anyway cuz of my retardedness). My parents are both ugly too, "E" is bottom of the barrel slavic shit, while my mom is ugly too xd. Horrible personalities as well, which gave me a bad sort of narcissistic personality. Literally after years of abuse I'm basically careful for anything i do, even things like washing dishes i make sure carefully so they dont break or even fall without breaking but make a noise so I dont get yelled at. My parents dont seem to notice how bad my depression is either, I have almost all worst combinations of genes yet they still yell at me for quitting school, when I mean bottom of the barrel genes I'm actually serious.
I'm honestly thinking of booking it and going to foster care (if I can tbh), I've heard bad stories from foster parents but AT LEAST I'll have some freedom, which imo is extremely important, otherwise I'll rot to death.