Venting I hate my mother and father .

[MuslimCell]

I hate them so much , especially my mother for being a narcissistic hypocrite asshole , my whole life especially my childhood make me feel not good enough and not worthy of anything , she used to shame me whenever I do things the "wrong" way or not the way she likes it to be . I still have the memories especially the one when I miss placed the carpet , she told me how stupid I am not able to do anything right , she was telling it to me with an angry hateful tone of voice , it was so painful , I felt so powerless shocked and unable to respond . I reach the point where I went and told mu sister that I am convinced that my mom hates me . My whole childhood was believing that I am an unworthy piece of shit that no one loves and my school mates make things worse .
I hate my father for being a beta weak simp who used to take shit from her and not standing up for himself or me , I always wonder why he didn't divorce that bitch he is 60 now and she keeps shitting on him , for feeding me lies and not giving me the chance to count on my self and do something , he used to go and bring me everything I need for school , I couldn't go and buy my own stuff or enroll by my own . I spent my life being a pathetic nerd having the best grades for nothing , bullied all day long by boys and girls every fucking year it was so sad , many felt sorry for me teachers and some schools mates but no one really helped me .
I have lived in constant fear and paranoid from everything for making any mistakes , that disgust of look when I fail in something was destroying .
I have been hated and discriminated against most of my life , and only lately I have been waking up and fixing my shit . How many of you resonates with such suffering ?

 

[Rassimov]

Not having an alpha as a father is like not having a father figure at all.

 

[MuslimCell]

Not having an alpha as a father is like not having a father figure at all.

Not having an empathic mom is like not having a mother figure at all .
Even of both of them die right now , it wouldn't hurt .

 

[Vermilioncore]

It's over for many many many men

 

[needsolution]

Not having an alpha as a father is like not having a father figure at all.

 

[NeetSupremacist]

Not having an alpha as a father is like not having a father figure at all.

That's in my case, my father is beta and very autistic and it's like I didn't had any father figure in my whole life. I don't hate my father, he's heavily autistic and can't do anything about that, he doesn't understand how to read people and doesn't understand 'feelings'. He lives in his own world, but he's not a bad person. I don't hate my father or mother, I hate myself.

 

[Rassimov]

That's in my case, my father is beta and very autistic and it's like I didn't had any father figure in my whole life. I don't hate my father, he's heavily autistic and can't do anything about that, he doesn't understand how to read people and doesn't understand 'feelings'. He lives in his own world, but he's not a bad person. I don't hate my father or mother, I hate myself.

They can be good men, even loving and caring. But you need a non-cucked figure who stands up for himself to identify with as a adolescent male. And it drives you mad if that isn't your father.

 

[Deleted member 20207]

Not having an alpha as a father is like not having a father figure at all.

My father is an alpha. I was mostly raised by my mother though, so I am fucked up anyway.

 

[doomed 7]

absolute state of arab family

 

[Haywire]

mine are trash tbh why they had kids i dont know

 

[Deleted member 16455]

absolute state of arab family

deathnic family in general

 

[Wombcel98]

Not having an empathic mom is like not having a mother figure at all .