Iam a little bit introverted but alot of the time i also want company or rather my mind wants it. Iam a pretty social person but i still am alone beacause it mostly isnt worth it what i get out of it. Iam mostly ignored by the most people i meet and get to know with. My memories around my school time revolve around being ignored and it persists till this day. When i try to socialize i feel like im fooling myself
