Venting I hate my childhood self.

[andrewphillips25082]

Some of my childhood was happy, but the parts I remember the most are the parts where I had a shit time.
I used to get bullied by other children because of how I spoke.
I did nothing because I was scared.

They were older than me and I felt I couldn't do anything.
I felt so alone.

I let them walk over me.
It was a horrendous experience.
And, it was one of the rare good women who defended me.

Those bullies ruined me for years afterwards.
I wish I was stronger back then.

 

[andrej]

How old were you?

 

[Mr.Breb]

yeah, bad thing about childhood is that kids are cruel
So if you have any flaw you might be fucked

 

[andrewphillips25082]

How old were you?

Maybe 8?
It was a long time ago.

 

[andrewphillips25082]

yeah, bad thing about childhood is that kids are cruel
So if you have any flaw you might be fucked

Why do I remember the bad things?
Those kids were shits to me.

 

[andrej]

Maybe 8?
It was a long time ago.

How were your teenage years?

 

[andrewphillips25082]

How were your teenage years?

They were fine, no one bullied me, not to my face at least.
My childhood was where I had it worst.

 

[andrej]

They were fine, no one bullied me, not to my face at least.
My childhood was where I had it worst.

Brutal asf man. My childhood was the best shit ever and my teenage years were just bullying and ass whooping

Hope you will find ways to cope from this stress brocel

 

[gabryh]

Some of my childhood was happy, but the parts I remember the most are the parts where I had a shit time.
I used to get bullied by other children because of how I spoke.
I did nothing because I was scared.

They were older than me and I felt I couldn't do anything.
I felt so alone.

I let them walk over me.
It was a horrendous experience.
And, it was one of the rare good women who defended me.

Those bullies ruined me for years afterwards.
I wish I was stronger back then.

Exactly my experience except for the bullying
I was never bullied
I was just ignored, I was never interesting enough for anybody
I was always alone and I still am

 

[andrewphillips25082]

Exactly my experience except for the bullying
I was never bullied
I was just ignored, I was never interesting enough for anybody
I was always alone and I still am

No.
You'll find someone.
Keep looking.

 

[andrewphillips25082]

Brutal asf man. My childhood was the best shit ever and my teenage years were just bullying and ass whooping

Hope you will find ways to cope from this stress brocel

Thanks, and I have.
Beiong alone is good cope.
And it has improved me.

 

[gabryh]

No.
You'll find someone.
Keep looking.

I've been rejected too many times to believe that unfortunately

 

[Mrzimljude]

Exactly my experience except for the bullying
I was never bullied
I was just ignored, I was never interesting enough for anybody
I was always alone and I still am

Same

 

[andrewphillips25082]

I've been rejected too many times to believe that unfortunately

I'm sorry you feel that way.

 

[spergierthanyou]

At least the bullying wasn't particularly your fault, I hate my childhood self because I almost deliberately made myself a target by having weird obsessions with my interests that made kids think I'm autistic or some shit

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

My childhood and teenage years was a nightmare, I’m glad it’s long gone now.

 

[Brainy]

yeah, bad thing about childhood is that kids are cruel
So if you have any flaw you might be fucked

Those same kids became normies today.

 

[LayDownAndKakarot]

I don’t hate him I just pity him, he had good times and bad times, but nothing could prepare him for this shitstorm.

 

[andrewphillips25082]

At least the bullying wasn't particularly your fault, I hate my childhood self because I almost deliberately made myself a target by having weird obsessions with my interests that made kids think I'm autistic or some shit

If you're autistic, the bullying wasn't your fault either, it was a result of a thing you had no control over.

 

[andrewphillips25082]

My childhood and teenage years was a nightmare, I’m glad it’s long gone now.

I'm glad as well. What was your's like?

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

I'm glad as well. What was your's like?

School was hell due to bullying, parents were both not all there back then, dad was a drunk and volatile even when he wasn’t, mum threw massive temper tantrums all the time, thankfully tho as of the present day things are more much much much better now, dad isn’t drinking anymore and mum is more calm now, as I said before I NEVER won’t to go back to being a kid or teenager EVER again, it was just pure misery.

 

[andrewphillips25082]

School was hell due to bullying, parents were both not all there back then, dad was a drunk and volatile even when he wasn’t, mum threw massive temper tantrums all the time, thankfully tho as of the present day things are more much much much better now, dad isn’t drinking anymore and mum is more calm now, as I said before I NEVER won’t to go back to being a kid or teenager EVER again, it was just pure misery.

You were given a shit had at life, makes mine seem pleasant in comparison, I'm sorry you went through that. I'm glad things are better.

 

[St3v3Cel]

My childhood and teenage years was a nightmare, I’m glad it’s long gone now.

Same, I vastly prefer my life now as an adult.

 

[andrewphillips25082]

Same, I vastly prefer my life now as an adult.

me too, and, even when all tat shit was happening, I thoug my adult years would be orders of times worse.
They're good, at least for now.

 

[Poopless One]

I hate myself regardless of the time period.

 

[andrewphillips25082]

I hate myself regardless of the time period.

That's sad.