> dysfunctional family (slut mother and criminal father, both abandoned me)
>ugly
>bullying at school
>physical abuse at home by grandma (not sexual)
Today I went to the park again with my friend, this time I didn't kiss anyone (the other time it was a simple kiss through him). I introduced myself to some girls and asked to kiss them, about 4 girls, none of them so pretty and none of them accepted. My friend just kissed several girls. The highlight was a girl patting his head (two have done that). I felt tremendous envy, no woman has ever done this to me, not even my mother.
But that's it, girls, won't you pet me just because I'm ugly? Okay, if that's what you want, that's what you'll get.
I'm not going to jump on the bandwagon of personal development. I refuse to sacrifice myself to have 10% of what some people have naturally. And no, I don't want a woman in the future, I won't be able to deal with the fact that while I was here suffering, she was out there sucking dicks.
That's it, if you see any news about a Brazilian serial killer/mass shooter, black and 1.86 tall, it's me
The worst of all is that i'm not complete subhuman, im tall, skinny and high IQ, im above 99% of humanity but girls dont realize this.
>ugly
>bullying at school
>physical abuse at home by grandma (not sexual)
Today I went to the park again with my friend, this time I didn't kiss anyone (the other time it was a simple kiss through him). I introduced myself to some girls and asked to kiss them, about 4 girls, none of them so pretty and none of them accepted. My friend just kissed several girls. The highlight was a girl patting his head (two have done that). I felt tremendous envy, no woman has ever done this to me, not even my mother.
But that's it, girls, won't you pet me just because I'm ugly? Okay, if that's what you want, that's what you'll get.
I'm not going to jump on the bandwagon of personal development. I refuse to sacrifice myself to have 10% of what some people have naturally. And no, I don't want a woman in the future, I won't be able to deal with the fact that while I was here suffering, she was out there sucking dicks.
That's it, if you see any news about a Brazilian serial killer/mass shooter, black and 1.86 tall, it's me
The worst of all is that i'm not complete subhuman, im tall, skinny and high IQ, im above 99% of humanity but girls dont realize this.
