I hate going outside

[Deleted member 7448]

There's a feeling of sheer dread that takes over me when I have to go outside. Anxiety, my heart starts beating much faster, I get a little bit cold, like the blood rushes out of my face.

I hate going outside. The hate of going outside still hasn't healed, even after a few years of being forced to wageslave and thus having to go outside every day. I guess years of rotting in my room as much as possible has lasting effects.

During my free time I still get to lay in my room with my laptop doing nothing and talking to nobody. It's glorious. Too bad that by being a wageslave you hardly have any free time, regardless of how meaningless and unimportant your job is or the peanuts they pay you.

 

[Valiant Virgin]

During my free time I still get to lay in my room with my laptop doing nothing and talking to nobody.

This is pretty much exactly how I spend my free time. I enjoy my own company and not having to interact with anyone else.

At the same time, though, I like going outside when it's nice weather. I'd rather just stay alone, though, and go for a walk in the forest or something by myself, as opposed to spending time with other people.

 

[HighTGymcel]

volcel if you dont

 

[Michael15651]

Same, I always get a panic attack. It’s especially bad at this time of year.

 

[Braincel14w]

Sunshine and being outside is really good for you. I'm going to sunbathe in the garden right now.

 

[The Abyss]

This is pretty much exactly how I spend my free time. I enjoy my own company and not having to interact with anyone else.

At the same time, though, I like going outside when it's nice weather. I'd rather just stay alone, though, and go for a walk in the forest or something by myself, as opposed to spending time with other people.

If you run into a couple show 'em the D.

 

[acnescarcel]

Sunshine and being outside is really good for you. I'm going to sunbathe in the garden right now.

bro number 1 factor in aging is exposure to sun

 

[Deleted member 17599]

So do I

 

[Animecel2D]

i Hate it because normfags always stare and it’s so obvious that their wondering why such a vile abomination is wandering around being an eyesore

 

[Napoleon de Nascar]

Empty world full of meaningless people

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Same, I've been a shut-in since 2003 when I dropped out of high-school, I never remember enjoying leaving the house even as a kid, I hated school the first day I started, I just day-dreamed about going home all day. I don't know why, but that never ended, now in my early 30s.

I know I've wasted my life away but I can't help it. It doesn't help that I have no motivation to go outside because having 0 status or low status, you just don't get anywhere.

I'd rather live on NEETbux then work some low status job breathing in dust and dirt and chemicals while Stacey and Chad laugh about how superior they're in their clean officers, while shitting on all the peasants below them. I'd rather have 0 status, then the pitiful "status" blue collar workers have.

I'd probably go work if I had high IQ though, it's too bad, I'm smart enough to know that blue collar work is not worth risking your health and body, but I'm not smart enough to do high IQ high status jobs, so yeah, I'd rather just do nothing. All or nothing autistic attitude is how I roll.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Same, I've been a shut-in since 2003 when I dropped out of high-school, I never remember enjoying leaving the house even as a kid, I hated school the first day I started, I just day-dreamed about going home all day. I don't know why, but that never ended, now in my early 30s.

I know I've wasted my life away but I can't help it. It doesn't help that I have no motivation to go outside because having 0 status or low status, you just don't get anywhere.

I'd rather live on NEETbux then work some low status job breathing in dust and dirt and chemicals while Stacey and Chad laugh about how superior they're in their clean officers, while shitting on all the peasants below them. I'd rather have 0 status, then the pitiful "status" blue collar workers have.

I'd probably go work if I had high IQ though, it's too bad, I'm smart enough to know that blue collar work is not worth risking your health and body, but I'm not smart enough to do high IQ high status jobs, so yeah, I'd rather just do nothing. All or nothing autistic attitude is how I roll.

I remember being in school, just getting there early in the morning and thinking "I want to go home". This phenomenon didn't end, ever, from elementary school to uni, this persisted.

You get neetbux? I'm envious tbh, nothing wrong with that, doesn't make you dumb. It makes you smarter than me, a moron working a job he hates just to pay the freaking bills.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

I remember being in school, just getting there early in the morning and thinking "I want to go home". This phenomenon didn't end, ever, from elementary school to uni, this persisted.

You get neetbux? I'm envious tbh, nothing wrong with that, doesn't make you dumb. It makes you smarter than me, a moron working a job he hates just to pay the freaking bills.

Yeah, NEETBux, semi-AutismBux really, because I don't have any "obligations" for my NEETbux, but its not the full payment AutismBux people get. I only started seeing Clinical Psychologists in 2016, and I need 2+ years minimum "evidence" from certified mental health professionals before I can be considered for the full Autismbux. So basically right now I just get the same payment "jobseekers" get, but I don't have to look for work.

 

[A_Broken_Person]

Iktf, I suffer severe agoraphobia when it comes to more urban areas and I always get the feeling that people will want to attack me and hurt me because of my ugliness

 

[misanthropekun]

So do I

Empty world full of meaningless people

 

[seija]

So do I

 

[Incline]

same bro

 

[TheGambler2]

Same,being non NT is very tough.The only time I like going outside is when it's dark and there aren't any people,although even then you see some of these drunk young people living their lifes,which is strong suifuel

 

[Deleted member 16455]

i have developed a psychological fear towards foids

 

[Braincel14w]

bro number 1 factor in aging is exposure to sun

Just don't get too much and it's fine. Everyone needs a bit of sun to be healthy.