Mortis
The Senator of Suffering & Minister of Misery
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I employ a very effective cope in my day to day where I just simply don't look in the mirror and avoid reflective surfaces whenever I can. It's great to forget what you look like (sometimes I just think I am a levitating voice) but that's also the problem, I forget what I look like.
I had to renew my ID card today and I had to take a new picture because the last one was when i was very young, and when he gave me the picture in an envelope, and when I opened it when I was outside. I covered it as if it was some disgusting picture that no one in the world should ever be subjected to. And than it hit me. That's my face. That's what I carry with me to every single place I will ever go to.
Guys, I am ugly as fuck.
Literally the flaws are endless with absolutely 0 redeemable qualities. It hit me extra hard because I avoid the mirror and I am not extremely desensitised to how I looked. I was walking trough the street with tears in my eyes. Like quasimodo I just wanted to return to my dungeon as quickly as possible.
I am not human.
I had to renew my ID card today and I had to take a new picture because the last one was when i was very young, and when he gave me the picture in an envelope, and when I opened it when I was outside. I covered it as if it was some disgusting picture that no one in the world should ever be subjected to. And than it hit me. That's my face. That's what I carry with me to every single place I will ever go to.
Guys, I am ugly as fuck.
Literally the flaws are endless with absolutely 0 redeemable qualities. It hit me extra hard because I avoid the mirror and I am not extremely desensitised to how I looked. I was walking trough the street with tears in my eyes. Like quasimodo I just wanted to return to my dungeon as quickly as possible.
I am not human.
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