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LifeMaxxer
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- Nov 23, 2022
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I was always super isolated and the only thing I could turn to was the internet since a young age. From there, I was constantly being bombarded with negativity from the news, toxicity, virtue signaling, and a lot of larping.
Normies come online to vent and talk about what they experience in real life. They are having fun. I went online to experience reality. There was nothing else for me to do unless I wanted to be bored 24/7 and be disrespected by my parents.
I ended up developing a really (self-admittedly) edgy view on reality and people that the blackpill only managed to solidify. It doesn’t help that everyday I see it happening in real time online and now, in real life, since I’m a college student and all. I’m basically paranoid at all times and have a super hard time trusting people irl. I’d rather be alone 95% of the time unless I need human interaction to stave away some of the boredom that comes with being lonely.
I don’t even trust my parents 100% anymore. I never did trust them 100% but the blackpill really helped me “see”. It helped me become more self-aware of my actions and feelings, and more aware of my surroundings and experiences. I’m seeing my mom lose interest in my dad since he’s lost a bit of his “Chad” attributes from a young age. And my dad engaging in normie simp behavior over women.
Normies come online to vent and talk about what they experience in real life. They are having fun. I went online to experience reality. There was nothing else for me to do unless I wanted to be bored 24/7 and be disrespected by my parents.
I ended up developing a really (self-admittedly) edgy view on reality and people that the blackpill only managed to solidify. It doesn’t help that everyday I see it happening in real time online and now, in real life, since I’m a college student and all. I’m basically paranoid at all times and have a super hard time trusting people irl. I’d rather be alone 95% of the time unless I need human interaction to stave away some of the boredom that comes with being lonely.
I don’t even trust my parents 100% anymore. I never did trust them 100% but the blackpill really helped me “see”. It helped me become more self-aware of my actions and feelings, and more aware of my surroundings and experiences. I’m seeing my mom lose interest in my dad since he’s lost a bit of his “Chad” attributes from a young age. And my dad engaging in normie simp behavior over women.