SuicideFuel I had an extremely humiliating and cucked experience at the doctor’s office today

[shii410]

Today I was going to the local doctor’s office for the first time (I made an appointment with them just so I could have a primary care doctor on record just for medical insurance forms and stuff and was basically just going in for a routine physical today)

The doctor was an Indian female but she was actually pretty and feminine and had an American accent and had big boobs that were noticeable even in her work outfit. I was really nervous talking to her and she asked me a lot of questions and I was very awkward and tripping over my words a lot She asked me if I had ever been sexually active and I didn't want to seem like an incel so I said "yeah once with protection" and she asked me if it was with a man or a woman

I was melting at every bit of physical touch with her and I got turned on a lot by her putting her hands on my neck and back etc and asking me to breathe in and out. I love being ordered around and told what to do by s. Later she put a needle in my arm to draw a blood sample and she praised me and told me that I was being good for following her instructions and cooperating which made me go like

Then she had to take a urine sample and I felt like an extremely pathetic doggy pissing in a cup because a forced me to

She was very sweet and nice and motherly the entire time too which made it even more embarrassing

 

[Bedford Stye]

Indians have big squishy ebony boobs, and huge black nipples.

I have she rubbed the nips on your engorged cock by accident.

 

[BataviaCel]

I love being ordered around and told what to do by

 

[My Name Jeff]

this is a giga coomer post

 

[Grotesk]

Can't relate, they don't even have to aks me

 

[nystagmuscel]

Hot

 

[Caesercel]

she asked me if it was with a man or a woman

Absolute state of burgerfags

 

[LeFrenchCel]

No big boobed currywhore for you inkwel

 

[AsgardTheFatcel]

I see. Your traumatic experience will be forgotten by the next 5-7 days, given the widely-known empiric proof. I tried to play videogames when I had a proper gaming computer; current circumstances impede me to truly disassociate my thoughts.

 

[Grim_Reaper]

Must've been nice.

 

[POINT AND LAUGH]

Then she had to take a urine sample and I felt like an extremely pathetic doggy pissing in a cup because a forced me to

 

[Cletus Longthing]

 

[asocialcel]

Huh. Seems like you had a good time chico

 

[kaang]

Once I had an eye exam from a giga Stacy tier Asian female. She was right in my face to check my eyes with that light thing. It was like 80 dollars. Better than a Lapdance. That's my only experience with a female doctor. Every other time always men.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I had a doctor some time ago. I didn't realize it, however Mother had other reasons for scheduling it.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Forgive me, James and Carly.

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I don't care for the anger of the others.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I don't care for the anger of the others.

If they desire to see it, they are welcome to see it.

Him:

(Might be evidence of James enjoying a virgin)

Myself:

Subjective_Anon Join Date: 2016-03-08 Post Count: 157 #200401864Friday, October 21, 2016 9:08 PM CDT Sloares do not like males; they simply like the male's valuable assets.

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[Intellau_Celistic]

"There's more, bro"

 

[BPJ]

this is a giga coomer post

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

There was a tall White guy in group therapy. His name was Giovanni(Italian) and he struggled with suicidal thoughts.

Shannon loved sitting next to him.

Jfl like clockwork always the same patterns repeat

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Yes I was fearful of making eye contact with Black Joshua or White Giovanni. S.R.B wanted Italian genes.

My grandmother would aggressively patronize me and tell me "All of us were shy as kids". All of those older relatives are taller than I am.

shyness is a good trait imo , it makes you more pious .

only degenerates say that shyness is bad

Giovanni, Gavin H, Jalen S, Chris M, Jarod F, Miguelito M, James

what's the point of saying water is wet while at the same time saying foids ''are not whores''? these GrAYfags

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

In group therapy, Shannon's mother contacted staff to inform them of her "problem": Tall Italian Giovanni would not speak to her and she was crying over it.

"Miss, we cannot force a child to speak to your daughter!" (Mr. Mike)

"It's okay, honey! You can go to group therapy now. They've switched you and Giovanni into another group" (Lisa Jill)

"Good! I was disgusted by that Black boy. I hope I never see him again!" (Shannon)

Group Therapy, 2013:

- Marcus wraps his arm around Shannon Rose Bosanac's torso and calls her "Sweetie"

- Miss Rebecca tells Shannon that she is exempt from bringing her goal sheet

- Giovanni sits near Shannon to make her feel comfortable

- Gwendolyn partners with Shannon during gym activities

- Shannon is switched into another group to avoid my negative influence

- Shannon's mother picks her up daily in a red Toyota, circumventing the public medical transportation system

- Leandro asks if Shannon was returning to our group(She wasn't)

Group Therapy, 2016:

- I am placed into the "Morning Group" by Miss Brooke to protect Shannon from my negative influence.

- Shannon receives luxurious care in the local psychiatric hospital(2x)

- A boy named "George" gushes over Shannon and offers her constant advice (Autistic)

- A boy named "Joe" gushes over Shannon and teaches her fishing techniques (Also autistic)

- A boy named "Chris" flirts with Shannon over text and social media

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

In my "Morning Group", a girl named Hailee switched schools to escape her ex-boyfriend. She was so enamored by him that she developed anorexia and returned to her previous school to unite with him.

aren't you in high school too nigga

Nice subtitle brocel

Tall Italian Giovanni was a teenage smoker.

He was actually fairly respectful. That adolescent was in group therapy for severe depression and had already attempted suicide twice(Placing a rifle to his head, overdosing on Celexa on his last day of hospitalization).

He helped me pick up our "goal sheets" after I dropped them while handing them out. S.R.B simply sat in her chair and watched as the papers fell near her feet(She also started omitting her name from her goal sheets). More interested in being near tall Chadlite.

He was scheduled to leave Wisconsin within a few weeks to live with his mother in Florida(He was living with grandparents).

 

[RollD20]

OP's been watching nurse porn again

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I'm opposed to competing with other males.

When Aspie John was in the presence of Giovanni, he kept his head down. When he learned of Chris and George, he also kept his head down. When he met Joseph, he respectfully bowed away and allowed him to seduce Short Morena(The man was not a stutterer). Finally, when he met Pauper Joe, he felt immense guilt at the idea of trying to denigrate him.

I wanna see you...

@Mentally lost cel

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Gynocentric behavior. In my personal experiences(Many years ago), I was frequently criticized by group therapists for stuttering and struggling to understand social cues. Females in the group with similar illnesses and symptoms were excused and told "It's okay honey. You're just a bit shy. Please take as much time as you need". This special treatment includes switching a certain female into a different group because I was "negatively influencing" her by suffering from very similar symptoms.

Very emasculating.

Yes, several times. I've been laughed at by groups of women for being short and having severe social anxiety. I've been called "ugly" by taller, assertive men.

A "social anxiety meetup group" is how I was awakened to the "racepill" and general inceldom. It is also where I met my "oneitis" of eight years.

That place caused much misery for me.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

OP's been watching nurse porn again

Interpret This:

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[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

and she praised me and told me that I was being good for following her instructions and cooperating

This is larp, no doctor would praise you for such trivialities you sissy cucked faggot

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

What the heck Gothamposting

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

As for the other guy...

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"user_text": "Get over it. She'll be dating some new in a few months anyway.",
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"timestamp": "Tue Aug 07 06:55:29 UTC 2018"
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[Intellau_Celistic]

What the heck Gothamposting

I'm content.

 

[wantedwanter]

Subjective_Anon Join Date: 2016-03-08 Post Count: 157 #200401864Friday, October 21, 2016 9:08 PM CDT Sloares do not like males; they simply like the male's valuable assets.

Astralaria Join Date: 2016-04-12 Post Count: 2703 #200401923Friday, October 21, 2016 9:09 PM CDT What is this, american propaganda? They take away our rights, so we hit em with the left

TheWdonald61 Join Date: 2012-12-19 Post Count: 14397 #200401925Friday, October 21, 2016 9:10 PM CDT Congrats my good man. Probably the best feeling ever I assume.

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what's with the roblox avatars

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

what's with the roblox avatars

Exactly.

Yes. Shannon Rose Bosanac requested to be switched into another group after I mistakenly "looked" at her. This occurred during the "process group" time when each person had a turn to speak.
Note that I was more or less "asexual" at that age.

College is chad only.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

In 2016, I was an anxious 17-18 y/o who could barely leave his room to attend group therapy. I had crippling social anxiety and stuttering issues that made it difficult to function among other people. I kept my head down for four hours and had to close my eyes to speak normally.

In 2016, "anxious" and "depressed" Shannon Rose Bosanac had 10+ orbiters and 4+ boyfriends lined up to support her at any given time. She was placed in the "Afternoon Group" to support her complex mental health history(She needed the extra support of her morning teachers).

Here we see poor Shannon struggling to function among NTs:

I've known of Shannon Bosanac for eight years and two months now. I believed we would "match" well at the time we met, but she was actually quite shallow and vain. She made it apparent to me by coveting tall males who had no genuine interest in her.

When I was fifteen/sixteen, I educated myself on "certain subjects" to a very great extent. This did not take away the pain I experienced from being ostracized in group therapy because I was autistic; it made it much more difficult for me to chat with people of similar education/background without feeling unsure of myself.

 

[Orzmund]

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Is that the addled girl who bullied you?

 

[RollD20]

Interpret This:

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[Intellau_Celistic]

Unless, of-course, you struggle with negative thoughts and body image problems that impact your sexual performance. I wasn't able to masturbate properly for several years because of autism and RSD/PTSD(Overlap).

Whenever I'd start masturbating, I'd have compulsive thoughts of how inadequate(anxious, petite) I was compared to the taller, older males from group therapy and would feel so ashamed that I'd stop and start cringing out of anxiety and shame.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Women love tall, older men. "14" is the age my "oneitis", Shay Rose, claimed to be when she was in group therapy. It was to get the attention of a 16-y/o boy.

I've always been very socially anxious. As a result, I do not play online games anymore because I do not feel comfortable chatting with other players directly. I have a disorder(symptom of another disorder) that makes me extremely sensitive to criticism in any form and lack of socialization leads to problems in co-op games.

Correct; I've witnessed this firsthand. It's the result of being worshiped by orbiters.

I recall the days when a certain redhead psychologist would often denigrate me for being unable to make eye contact or chat with the other members of my therapy group. Permanent "bitterness" was the result.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

On one occasion, I considered waiting until my oneitis was discharged from her weekly anorexia support group so I could wrap my arms around her.

That was, until I recalled the very reason we were "distant" in the first place. As it turns out, women do not place much value on loyalty.

Especially towards autistic orbiters.

Simple: You'll get to observe the misery of the people within society. Blackpilled Incels are "spectators"; our low status in society frees us from delusion and allows us to see the painful truths that normies deny. This is what I've long told myself.

Actually, that is more than enough reason to justify "radical" behavior, if you are disgruntled enough. However, I suggest a peaceful life of solitude if you can achieve it.

Coping in a nonviolent way seems better than throwing it away for a small group of people who will be replaced by equally vile people in little time. I'd rather optimize my natural abilities in seclusion than harm NTs who will be painted as victims.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Years ago, I had a similar problem; My mind would start to fill with negative thoughts of group therapy and I would suddenly feel too uncomfortable to continue masturbating. The bullying from that place contributed to a shattered self-image.

You're reminding me of my first stint in group therapy. Youth would nearly always overlook me. Some blatantly insulted me and made statements such as "Intellau, you know no one wants to partner with you. Go over to the table and sit alone", "Tsk"(Directed at me), "No one likes him! He acts like a female! Why do I have to go to the 'Quiet Room'?".

The only exception was when a certain kind youth joined my group. He treated me respectfully and showed concern for my obvious anxiety and social ineptitude; I was his partner for one group assignment, and it went very well.

Hello.

I'm not schizophrenic, but I do have ASD. I suffer from parasomnia/sexsomnia and experience involuntary sexual behaviors(masturbation, sexual sleep-talking, sleeping with one leg crouched in the air) during sleep because of it. This resulted in people recording me and laughing at me while I was sleeping(Having a nightmare of group therapy), which made me afraid to sleep in the presence of others.

I had to isolate myself inside a relative's basement out of fear of being recorded again by strangers. It's another gift of neuro-atypicality.

, I had that same thing happen to me where I thought someone was shouting my name outside my apartment window starting from when I was 6.

Should I be very worried?

 

[uranium235]

she had to take a urine sample

 

[NorthernWind]

she asked me if it was with a man or a woman

Subtle humiliation.

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

OP's been watching nurse porn again

Probably one with astronaut

 

[NorthernWind]

 

[InMemoriam]

Note that I was more or less "asexual" at that age.

another thing we have in common

 

[currycel⁰]

I never get sick because of gymcelling last time i went to doctor was 4 years ago

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Is that the addled girl who bullied you?

It is possible.

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #151995969Friday, December 19, 2014 4:44 PM CST It's simply a result on hormonal instability due to the developmental process of puberty. I would suggest focusing on your "Academic" knowledge rather than attempting to enter likely short-term and insignificant relationships.

darkrange90 Join Date: 2012-12-06 Post Count: 5946 #151996023Friday, December 19, 2014 4:45 PM CST @Anony, Wait, so she probably doesn't "love" me?

darkrange90 Join Date: 2012-12-06 Post Count: 5946 #151996239Friday, December 19, 2014 4:47 PM CST bruh

Chager Join Date: 2008-09-18 Post Count: 2246 #151996306Friday, December 19, 2014 4:48 PM CST wowee anony, what a deep and grownup post please be my dad cause I was orphaned at age 6.9

 

[Orzmund]

It is possible.

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #151995969Friday, December 19, 2014 4:44 PM CST It's simply a result on hormonal instability due to the developmental process of puberty. I would suggest focusing on your "Academic" knowledge rather than attempting to enter likely short-term and insignificant relationships.

darkrange90 Join Date: 2012-12-06 Post Count: 5946 #151996023Friday, December 19, 2014 4:45 PM CST @Anony, Wait, so she probably doesn't "love" me?

darkrange90 Join Date: 2012-12-06 Post Count: 5946 #151996239Friday, December 19, 2014 4:47 PM CST bruh

Chager Join Date: 2008-09-18 Post Count: 2246 #151996306Friday, December 19, 2014 4:48 PM CST wowee anony, what a deep and grownup post please be my dad cause I was orphaned at age 6.9

While you rot on .is she is blessed with this mirthful life neuro-typical Normans have given

 

[92 drowsiness?]

its over.