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Normal family never in debt. Went to school and college without too many issues. Got a job etc.
Im not rich otherwise I wouldn't be wagecucking. And I'm not well connected otherwise again I wouldn't be wagecucking.
I simply was an average person in terms of upbringing.
Yet in the end I am still a massive failure in the low end position that will never get anywhere in careermaxxing. And even if I got a better job it makes no difference because people just don't like me and that matters a lot.
I didn't slack off either. I cut my video addiction long before I turned into an adult.
So I guess it just shows, my fucking genetics limited me.
In terms of looks, I'm an ugly ass guy who's not tall enough to offset my ugly looks. Therefore every time I talk to people, they think I have a problem and therefore scorn me ruining my social abilities + Confidence. Forget about finding a girl, how can you get one when just about everyone you meet thinks there's a problem with you the moment they see you?
I'm also not in possession of high IQ or talent. The only reason I didn't fail my school is because I sacrificed a lot for it. But thats where it ends. I'm not naturally talented so theres a hard limit of where I can go. And it showed during college when all my peers picked up stuff far faster than me. So as soon as I enter the workforce which is getting more and more competitive, I am getting exposed hard as a fraud. Any sense of achievement I made in the past feels nothing more than a lie.
So i feel like shit because I don't have any excuses for being a failure. I have no circumstances beyond myself to blame. I feel bad for all those who were more talented than me but had the wrong circumstances. Feels like I stole it from them and wasted it coz of my crappy genetics.
I'm tired of blaming myself but thats all I can blame. Or rather I blame being born so mediocre that I fucked up a good situation.
These days my head is so messed up from all these regrets, my thought process is entirely tangled. Can't think straight
Im not rich otherwise I wouldn't be wagecucking. And I'm not well connected otherwise again I wouldn't be wagecucking.
I simply was an average person in terms of upbringing.
Yet in the end I am still a massive failure in the low end position that will never get anywhere in careermaxxing. And even if I got a better job it makes no difference because people just don't like me and that matters a lot.
I didn't slack off either. I cut my video addiction long before I turned into an adult.
So I guess it just shows, my fucking genetics limited me.
In terms of looks, I'm an ugly ass guy who's not tall enough to offset my ugly looks. Therefore every time I talk to people, they think I have a problem and therefore scorn me ruining my social abilities + Confidence. Forget about finding a girl, how can you get one when just about everyone you meet thinks there's a problem with you the moment they see you?
I'm also not in possession of high IQ or talent. The only reason I didn't fail my school is because I sacrificed a lot for it. But thats where it ends. I'm not naturally talented so theres a hard limit of where I can go. And it showed during college when all my peers picked up stuff far faster than me. So as soon as I enter the workforce which is getting more and more competitive, I am getting exposed hard as a fraud. Any sense of achievement I made in the past feels nothing more than a lie.
So i feel like shit because I don't have any excuses for being a failure. I have no circumstances beyond myself to blame. I feel bad for all those who were more talented than me but had the wrong circumstances. Feels like I stole it from them and wasted it coz of my crappy genetics.
I'm tired of blaming myself but thats all I can blame. Or rather I blame being born so mediocre that I fucked up a good situation.
These days my head is so messed up from all these regrets, my thought process is entirely tangled. Can't think straight
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