- May 10, 2023
I didnt even think of my oneitis before I fell asleep. During my dream, me and oneitis were outside in a park. We were happy to see each other. Then we hugged each other tightly in our arms. We briefly starred into each other's eyes. I felt chemicals rush through my body. It was as if I was intoxicated. I felt high and i had love in my heart, not anger or hatred. Then I woke up. The first thought that appeared in my mind when I woke up is that I will never have this experience. I went on with my blackpilled life and moved on with the morning. I didn't want to have this dream, it was random. I don't ever want to have a dream like this again. I hope that I will lose attraction to females, I would rather be asexual than to be romantically and sexually attracted to females. One who accepts the blackpill must take the pain that comes with it.