It's Over I guess this life is not for me

[sadcelo]

A a kid, my parents got divorced. It was a difficult separation , my family started to hate each other, and some relatives even began to dislike me for being the result of that broken marriage. I still feel like some of them resent me even today.

Years after that divorce I moved out to a new country (thankfully first world country) . I left a big part of my family behind to live with a mentally step-mom that absolutely hated me . Like it was not enough for me to leave my family,leave my friends, and adapt to the culture of the country I need to live with this bitch that destroyed me during my most important phase (teen years-adolescence). Knowing that, people tried to help me cope and would tell me "Don't worry, once you get married and have kids you will live on your own and forget about all of this!".

I believed but here I am, an dysgenic incel who's socially inapt. All I do is go to my university, go to my shitty job, come home and rot in my room.Normally people that grow up with a past like mine get the sweetest girlfriend who make them forget all the bad things that happened to them. But here I am, in the top of having a hard life Im alsp a truecel ( my life was over even before my inceldom).

I don't know if reincarnation exists, but I wonder what I've done in a past life to deserve this.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Brutal.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

"Don't worry, once you get married and have kids you will live on your own and forget about all of this!".

The “once you get married and have kids” cope is one of the biggest lies society feeds young men. They dangle that dream in front of us to make us tolerate the suffering.

 

[Serious]

Normally people that grow up with a past like mine get the sweetest girlfriend who make them forget all the bad things that happened to them.

Mostly in movies. In real life it may or might not happen. In most cases it doesnt happen because if you are from fucked up family you have your issues plus most likely you are poor and have ugly/deformed face - thats neither one night stand nor a partner material so people like that usually end up alone, depressed and fucked up in their heads and no one cares why you ended like this, its your problem not theirs, and even if they had at least little sympathy for you 1st) they dont even fucking know how to help you 2nd) they have they own lives and problems 3rd) having sex with some uggo fucked up in his head is no joy.

 

[Serious]

The “once you get married and have kids” cope is one of the biggest lies society feeds young men. They dangle that dream in front of us to make us tolerate the suffering.

100% agree. Its nice way of saying "fuck off and shut up".

 

[sadcelo]

The “once you get married and have kids” cope is one of the biggest lies society feeds young men. They dangle that dream in front of us to make us tolerate the suffering.

False hope makes you less aware of your situation, which is very dangerous for your mind.

Mostly in movies. In real life it may or might not happen. In most cases it doesnt happen because if you are from fucked up family you have your issues plus most likely you are poor and have ugly/deformed face - thats neither one night stand nor a partner material so people like that usually end up alone, depressed and fucked up in their heads and no one cares why you ended like this, its your problem not theirs, and even if they had at least little sympathy for you 1st) they dont even fucking know how to help you 2nd) they have they own lives and problems 3rd) having sex with some uggo fucked up in his head is no joy.

Yes exactly even if your face is not deformed or ugly, you become a mentalcel because of all your past traumas.
Like you said even if you were good looking not every foid would accept that type of past if they wanted to spend their life with you.

 

[Glassness]

Incredibly brutal story but people who grow up bad have a less chance of getting a sweet girlfriend opposite to what you said

 

[sadcelo]

Incredibly brutal story but people who grow up bad have a less chance of getting a sweet girlfriend opposite to what you said

As a kid I thought life is fair

 

[Serious]

even if you were good looking not every foid would accept that type of past if they wanted to spend their life with you.

 

[Serious]

As a kid I thought life is fair

Me too. Its really painfull experience finding out it isnt.

 

[sadcelo]

Me too. Its really painfull experience finding out it isnt.

It's over my friend.

 

[hindercel]

Brutal.

 

[NightOwl2023]

That's tough bro. How are you doing now?

 

[Nicusor_delaBraila]

A a kid, my parents got divorced. It was a difficult separation , my family started to hate each other, and some relatives even began to dislike me for being the result of that broken marriage. I still feel like some of them resent me even today.

Years after that divorce I moved out to a new country (thankfully first world country) . I left a big part of my family behind to live with a mentally step-mom that absolutely hated me . Like it was not enough for me to leave my family,leave my friends, and adapt to the culture of the country I need to live with this bitch that destroyed me during my most important phase (teen years-adolescence). Knowing that, people tried to help me cope and would tell me "Don't worry, once you get married and have kids you will live on your own and forget about all of this!".

I believed but here I am, an dysgenic incel who's socially inapt. All I do is go to my university, go to my shitty job, come home and rot in my room.Normally people that grow up with a past like mine get the sweetest girlfriend who make them forget all the bad things that happened to them. But here I am, in the top of having a hard life Im alsp a truecel ( my life was over even before my inceldom).

I don't know if reincarnation exists, but I wonder what I've done in a past life to deserve this.

Dont give foids more power by roping . We need all the incels we can get to make a change

 

[sadcelo]

That's tough bro. How are you doing now?

Good bro dont worry, what about you since you are new comer in this forum?

 

[sadcelo]

Dont give foids more power by roping . We need all the incels we can get to make a change

I will never rope before trying surgeries and roids. Dont worry brocel

 

[NightOwl2023]

Good bro dont worry, what about you since you are new comer in this forum?

That's good to hear man. I'm trying my best to stay hopeful and just enjoy whatever happens no matter what. It's hard but I feel like I'm starting to get into a decent headspace.

 

[sadcelo]

That's good to hear man. I'm trying my best to stay hopeful and just enjoy whatever happens no matter what. It's hard but I feel like I'm starting to get into a decent headspace.

Wish you the best man, if you ever get sad you can vent in this forum we can help you