Lv99_BixNood
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View: https://old.reddit.com/r/mentalhealth/comments/1oyivse/i_got_posted_to_a_black_pill_edit/
Hi everyone. I (20f) got posted to a black pill edit. If you don't know what black pill, or bp is, it's a trend where men find videos of women they deem unattractive and edit them next to conventionaly attractive men. They point out every "flaw" in the women, then the comments tear the women apart for being "ugly". The video I got posted to was making fun of my jawline, which happens to be my biggest insecurity. The video blew up, and hundreds of people have been dragging my appearance and body all day. I've struggled with insecurities and self confidence almost my whole life, and I was just building myself up and feeling good about myself and this happened. I've been trying to not let it get to me, but it's hard when thousands of people are dragging you. I've been crying all day. I feel horrible and the lowest I've felt in almost a year. I know I'm not pretty, but I'm not used to experiencing this kind of cruelness. People have been treating me like I don't deserve to exist because of my looks and it really hurts. I've been off social media for the time being, but the damage has already been done. I don't even know how to recover from this, or how to pick myself up again. I'm mad at myself for letting a dumb video destroy me like this, but I genuinely don't know how to just shrug it off.





