Lv99_BixNood
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View: https://old.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/1oi3dk6/i_got_myself_raped_by_the_same_guy/
It is my fault I was raped. A few months ago I met a guy from tinder to hookup in a bathroom. He ended up crossing boundaries we hat set prior (e.g. ignoring my request to use a condom for oral, attempting anal without a condom, not stopping right away when I told him to because I was experienceng pain). In short even though there were parts that I consented to and enjoyed, he raped me. Now a few months later he's back in the country for a week and he ended up reaching out. We met up in the same spot as last time and he raped me again. The difference is that this time I clearly told him I was done and wanted to leave and for him to get off me. He was physically violent and threw me around as well as hitting, choking,... I physically fought him but it was pretty useless. He stuck his fingers in me and forced his member down my throat. In the end I managed to trick him into moving closer to the emergency line/ bell and pulled it. He got scared and ran away. Now I can't help but feel it was my fault. He raped me before and I met up with him again to hookup. All my friends told me not to talk/ see him again after last time and I did. Fuck around and find out I guess. I don't feel like I have a right to be upset by it since I put myself in that situation. It just seems like the natural consequences of my actions. Worst part is I knew him assaulting me was an option and if I'm being honest maybe a part of me hoped he would.
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