LifeFuel i got invited to a "party" for the first time!!

[Tilidincel]

I suffer from a lot of social anxiety and other entail health issues, but for me weed helps to deal with all of that. at least when I'm not abusing it, during my time as a weed "addict" when smoking multiple times a day it eventually made me extremely paranoid and anxious. but now I've cut down a lot and only smoke a couple times a month, and it helps me with my anxiety again like it used to!

it's on saturday! I can make a new thread to update everyone if anything exciting happens, otherwise I'll probably comment in here to just say if i had fun or not!

I've been an addict for years and smoke multiple bongs a day. But it's okay weed only makes me paranoid when I have too much tolerance so it's the opposite of yours lol.
Hope you'll have a nice evening and I'll look forward to your report

 

[GrodanBoll]

I've been an addict for years and smoke multiple bongs a day. But it's okay weed only makes me paranoid when I have too much tolerance so it's the opposite of yours lol.
Hope you'll have a nice evening and I'll look forward to your report

thank you man, if I had smoke rn I would cheers with you

 

[Potential Rapist]

I've been invited to a party once and never been invited again.

 

[GrodanBoll]

I've been invited to a party once and never been invited again.

did anything specific happen or were the people there just absolute assholes? I'm guessing they were assholes

 

[Lonelyus]

this is my first time ever being invited to a "party" of sorts (other than birthday parties as a kid). it's just an old friend who invited that i haven't met in a long time since he moved a couple years ago, there's probably not gonna be any foids there but thata ok i would be too scared anywaya. but this means I'm finally gonna be leaving my apartment and actually do something for the first time in years!

I'm already thinking about what to wear, I'm so excited I can't even explain my joy right now even though I'm extremely anxious since I haven't been socialising for a while and a half

I never get invited to anything besides family

 

[GrodanBoll]

I never get invited to anything besides family

I would invite you if I could man

 

[Lonelyus]

I would invite you if I could man

Where?

 

[Potential Rapist]

did anything specific happen or were the people there just absolute assholes? I'm guessing they were assholes

Nothing specific happened, i'm just socially inept in general and especially in large gatherings. I also got high for the first time at the party so i was acting like a complete spaz. Most of them were all right but there were a couple of douche bags and rude foids.

 

[GrodanBoll]

Nothing specific happened, i'm just socially inept in general and especially in large gatherings. I also got high for the first time at the party so i was acting like a complete spaz. Most of them were all right but there were a couple of douche bags and rude foids.

damn I'm sorry to hear that man, I hope you can get a second chance soon and find a friend or two who likes you for being you. onw of my problems with getting high (smoking weed at least) is that I have a hard time masking, so all my autistic traits are out in the open if I'm not careful. i just want to find friends who still likes me even when I'm not pretending to be NT

 

[depressedblackcel]

I really hope this helps me get out there and get some new friends, I've missed hanging out with people so much these past years.

it's also really nice to hear some positivity on here, it helps a lot! I'm getting so tired of the "ok GrAYcel" jokes, so to actually read some nice words feels like a blessing, take care man I hope you have a wonderful weekend

thank-you, I appreciate it.

 

[Potential Rapist]

damn I'm sorry to hear that man, I hope you can get a second chance soon and find a friend or two who likes you for being you. onw of my problems with getting high (smoking weed at least) is that I have a hard time masking, so all my autistic traits are out in the open if I'm not careful. i just want to find friends who still likes me even when I'm not pretending to be NT

Thanks bro but i don't want a second chance the first experience was bad enough lol.

 

[GrodanBoll]

Thanks bro but i don't want a second chance the first experience was bad enough lol.

I understand man, you deserve to picking choose your own peace

 

[Ahnfeltia]

How'd it go?

 

[GrodanBoll]

How'd it go?

sorry bro i was so hungover yesterday that i slept until 3pm and went to bed a 7pm, i was so tired.

it was actually pretty fun man! there was around 8 people there so was pretty anxious, but it was really fun to be able to talk to people outside of my room and people that arent family. meeting my old friend was probably the highlight of the night tho, I felt like I was "at home" in a strange way.

I think I made a couple friends aswell, or i at least connected with some people and actually got their socials! one of the dude there cried his eyes out at the party tho, but we got it under controll after a while. After everyone left, me and my friend stayed up until like 6am, cooked some good food, smoked a j and watched Age of Ultron

 

[Ahnfeltia]

sorry bro i was so hungover yesterday that i slept until 3pm and went to bed a 7pm, i was so tired.

ain't no need to apologize

it was actually pretty fun man! there was around 8 people there so was pretty anxious, but it was really fun to be able to talk to people outside of my room and people that arent family. meeting my old friend was probably the highlight of the night tho, I felt like I was "at home" in a strange way.

I think I made a couple friends aswell, or i at least connected with some people and actually got their socials! one of the dude there cried his eyes out at the party tho, but we got it under controll after a while. After everyone left, me and my friend stayed up until like 6am, cooked some good food, smoked a j and watched Age of Ultron

Glad to hear it. So, when's the next time?

 

[GrodanBoll]

ain't no need to apologize

Glad to hear it. So, when's the next time?

I hope soon, but I have no idea tbh. I'm not hated there at least, I actually even think I might be well liked! so I hope something might happen next weekend or stmh, but that's only what I hope. I have no idea if my friend leaves before then. I forgot to ask him, but I might call him later to check up on him and see when we can do something like this again!

 

[Ahnfeltia]

I'm not hated there at least, I actually even think I might be well liked!

I ain't surprised. You're pleasant to talk to.

so I hope something might happen next weekend or stmh, but that's only what I hope.

The party sounded pretty intense. RIP your sleep schedule.

I have no idea if my friend leaves before then.

He's only in your vicinity temporarily?

I forgot to ask him, but I might call him later to check up on him and see when we can do something like this again!

You sounded like you really enjoyed it, so you definitely should.

 

[GrodanBoll]

I ain't surprised. You're pleasant to talk to.

The party sounded pretty intense. RIP your sleep schedule.

He's only in your vicinity temporarily?

You sounded like you really enjoyed it, so you definitely should.

thank you so much man, you're also very pleasant to talk to

he lives across country sadly, he's only here to visit his parents because it's hos mom's birthday this week. I hope he's moving back soon though tbh, I've missed him so much.

I actually woke up at 10am today, so if we're lucky I might fall asleep at a reasonable time later!

 

[Ahnfeltia]

thank you so much man, you're also very pleasant to talk to

thanks boyo

he lives across country sadly, he's only here to visit his parents because it's hos mom's birthday this week. I hope he's moving back soon though tbh, I've missed him so much.

Do you happen to know whether he has plans or thoughts of doing so?

I actually woke up at 10am today, so if we're lucky I might fall asleep at a reasonable time later!

Every now and again a hiccup in one's circadian rhythm should be okay, but it'd be nice if you could go back into the regular groove PDQ.

 

[GrodanBoll]

Do you happen to know whether he has plans or thoughts of doing so?

not really, when he first moved he said he wanted to see the country before he settled down in our hometown once he was older. and it's probably been about 3-4 years or so now, so he might not move back until it's been at least 5 years maybe. I'm gonna call him later today I think to talk about it and say that I've missed having him here, it really has been boring without him.

Every now and again a hiccup in one's circadian rhythm should be okay, but it'd be nice if you could go back into the regular groove PDQ

everything should be fine, i really needed a full day of sleeping tbh

 

[Ahnfeltia]

not really, when he first moved he said he wanted to see the country before he settled down in our hometown once he was older. and it's probably been about 3-4 years or so now, so he might not move back until it's been at least 5 years maybe. I'm gonna call him later today I think to talk about it and say that I've missed having him here, it really has been boring without him.

I personally never understood the travel craze. You?

everything should be fine, i really needed a full day of sleeping tbh

I'm surprised people can do this. I don't think I've ever slept longer than 12 consecutive hours.

 

[GrodanBoll]

I personally never understood the travel craze. You?

I jnderstand it, I also like traveling and getting to know other parts of the country aswell as traveling to different countries to eat some new cuisine and watching other cultures at work. I find it extremely fascinating.

I'm surprised people can do this. I don't think I've ever slept longer than 12 consecutive hours.

I'm a master at my work, what can I say

 

[Ahnfeltia]

I jnderstand it, I also like traveling and getting to know other parts of the country aswell as traveling to different countries to eat some new cuisine and watching other cultures at work. I find it extremely fascinating.

As an extremely picky eater, foreign cuisines always make me

I'm a master at my work, what can I say

kek

 

[IceStorm]

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[GrodanBoll]

As an extremely picky eater, foreign cuisines always make me

I used to be extremely picky aswell, but since I started cooking my own food I learned that I really like experimenting with other flavours

 

[darkdungeon]

Based, crawl out of the hovel and leave the elitists behind