There's this guy in one of my classes that was always calling me "faggot," "little bitch," "weirdo," and shit like that all the time for the past few days I started saying the same sort of stuff back to him and it didn't stop. I threatened to fight him and he was saying "I wish you would hit me" and then today at the end of class when I was telling him this he was acting scared as a joke and making fun of me for shaking (I guess I shake when I'm pissed off now) and then he was saying that he didn't want to fight but in the hall I walked up to him anyway and knocked his hat off and put my hand in his face so he pushed me into the wall and I punched him and then we were punching back and fourth. Then he grabbed me, holding me off the ground (I don't weigh much) I kept hitting him so I didn't see a problem with it but then he basically threw me and I realized the problem with it, kek. I got right back up, took my backpack off and hit him some more. His eye was looking fucked up at this point. A teacher pulled me back but I got away and hit him again. But then the teacher was holding me and I was tired. They had a sherif take my backpack into his office.
In the office I filled out an incident report and they were worried about me because I said I wanted to keep fighting him because I don't want to leave him thinking that he'd win. I told them I wanted him to require hospitalization. I also told them I have no reason to live so no reason to stay out of trouble. I'm 18 and was fighting a 15 year old (alot heavier than me though) so I could've been in alot of trouble. They read me my rights while they were on the phone with my mother. I feel bad about stressing her, I should think about her before doing stupid things. As soon as my mother walking in I teared up and told her I was sorry. She was scared that I was going to get arrested.
Apparently the first push from him left a big dent in the wall. My ass is not bruised from that somehow. They took pictures off my face and hands. They showed us the survalence video of the fight. I actually looked like I was hitting him pretty hard. The admin seemed to think so. My school doesn't really care much who started it which is good because I made it clear that I started it, I also told them that I planned on fighting him since the previous day. My mother told me I shouldn't be so honest about stuff like that because it would get me into more trouble but I want to be honest. I'll probably only be suspended for ten days.
His aunt didn't want to press charges so I didn't have to go to jail (obviously, I'm home right now) and my parents are giving me surprisingly little punishment. I'm glad I don't have battery charges which is what they told me I'd get which sounds funny to me. I had to talk to my dad on the phone and he said I shouldn't be risking my future because I'm a good kid and he's proud of me, that stood out so much to me that I don't even remember much of the other stuff he said. Hearing him say that he was proud of me made me start crying again but I don't think he noticed. Typing this just now even made me cry. I don't know what emotion I'm feeling but it's powerful.
My mother hasn't told me I'm grounded yet but I'm pretty sure I am and have been acting like it. Right now my mother thinks I'm using my phone for submitting school work. My hands kinda hurt. My mother's worried my right one's broken. I don't think it is, it's just very swollen.
hand pic:
When punching you want to hit them with the other two knuckles, I fucked that up.
It looks less swollen but redder in real life.
My other hand is bruised but not very swollen.
In the office I filled out an incident report and they were worried about me because I said I wanted to keep fighting him because I don't want to leave him thinking that he'd win. I told them I wanted him to require hospitalization. I also told them I have no reason to live so no reason to stay out of trouble. I'm 18 and was fighting a 15 year old (alot heavier than me though) so I could've been in alot of trouble. They read me my rights while they were on the phone with my mother. I feel bad about stressing her, I should think about her before doing stupid things. As soon as my mother walking in I teared up and told her I was sorry. She was scared that I was going to get arrested.
Apparently the first push from him left a big dent in the wall. My ass is not bruised from that somehow. They took pictures off my face and hands. They showed us the survalence video of the fight. I actually looked like I was hitting him pretty hard. The admin seemed to think so. My school doesn't really care much who started it which is good because I made it clear that I started it, I also told them that I planned on fighting him since the previous day. My mother told me I shouldn't be so honest about stuff like that because it would get me into more trouble but I want to be honest. I'll probably only be suspended for ten days.
His aunt didn't want to press charges so I didn't have to go to jail (obviously, I'm home right now) and my parents are giving me surprisingly little punishment. I'm glad I don't have battery charges which is what they told me I'd get which sounds funny to me. I had to talk to my dad on the phone and he said I shouldn't be risking my future because I'm a good kid and he's proud of me, that stood out so much to me that I don't even remember much of the other stuff he said. Hearing him say that he was proud of me made me start crying again but I don't think he noticed. Typing this just now even made me cry. I don't know what emotion I'm feeling but it's powerful.
My mother hasn't told me I'm grounded yet but I'm pretty sure I am and have been acting like it. Right now my mother thinks I'm using my phone for submitting school work. My hands kinda hurt. My mother's worried my right one's broken. I don't think it is, it's just very swollen.
hand pic:
When punching you want to hit them with the other two knuckles, I fucked that up.
It looks less swollen but redder in real life.
My other hand is bruised but not very swollen.
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