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The guy I beat in a fight, who I thought made peace with, got his friend who was taller, stronger and knew grappling to ruthlessly attack me.
It didn't even start with this though, as in the morning, he threw an empty carton milkshake at me in class and didn't get into trouble for it. The teacher knew who did it, but pretended not to know. I brushed it off.
At the end of the day, the guys friend began following me after class and demanded I apologise to his friend or else he will batter me. I tried being nice, rational civil, logical, polite, but he said he didn't care about being fair or that he started it, he took pride in the fact he didn't care about being fair.
The threats continued, and continued, and continued, and I knew if I just walk away, he will sucker punch me, so I threw the first punch after all of his threats
This didn't go well because I know striking but quickly it got to the ground and I said in my head very quickly "Why the #### did I dismiss grappling sessions" He had every advantage in the book, plus had good grappling skills, so I lost, only able to land a few punches.
I have quite a few bruises, but I was able to take the hits, even though I was overwhelmed due to having no BJJ skills. A huge crowd watched the fight, but nobody came to help me, they just watched with excitement.
Once he left, I heard him say in a very demonic voice "I F'NG HATE HIM!!!!" keep in mind ive only had two past conversations with this person and both times were pleasant.
I had a meltdown once I had left the area in one of my favourite small cafe's, the not because of that particular incident alone, but the fact that my whole life I've been mistreated because of my autism. I get stared at on the street, whispered about, mocked, met with passive aggressiveness by strangers, fired, and all this happens no matter where I go, how I "carry" myself etc.
I basically said about how #### my life has been and continues to be, to the staff employees. They were very nice and understanding, they told me that I should get help with my mental problems so I "don't do anything drastic" I really considered this, but therapist only pretend to care, they're faker than strippers, and it would either be some cuck saying "it's all about confidence bro" or a foid saying it must he my fault somehow that society has done this to me. They replied that many therapist just go through the motions, so I'm glad they agreed therapy is retarded. I promised them that I'll buy more food and drink next time as an apology for taking up their time.
My friends and family are suggesting I start a new life somewhere in a foreign country or get involved in monastry. I plan on going to the DPRK once my grandmother passes away, but have only told 2 people that.
It actually seems the older I get the worse my autism gets.
I got a call later by some of the college admins asking if I was okay and that they were "concerned" but it is all part of their job, so I brushed of civility and ranted about the bullsh## MMR vaccine that destroyed my life and how a society that treats a lonely guy with mental health problems like trash his entire life shouldn't be surprised when that abused person goes ER (Didn't use that phrase specifically but you know what I mean)
We both have been temporarily suspended until the College investigates the matter further, but I've decided to quit college. I'm going to go back to the combat sports lessons after 2 years of not going and ill be focusing on Muay Thai and Grappling in lieu of just standard kickboxing.
but I did learn something:
My entire life, I reached my hand out offering kindness, friendship and serenity to this society and never have I benefited from it, as my kindness was always met with vicious brutality. Today I learned that trying to be reasonable with people is a RETARDED idea. The best thing to do when you face oppression is to make the oppressor paralysed from the neck down.
The guy I beat in a fight, who I thought made peace with, got his friend who was taller, stronger and knew grappling to ruthlessly attack me.
It didn't even start with this though, as in the morning, he threw an empty carton milkshake at me in class and didn't get into trouble for it. The teacher knew who did it, but pretended not to know. I brushed it off.
At the end of the day, the guys friend began following me after class and demanded I apologise to his friend or else he will batter me. I tried being nice, rational civil, logical, polite, but he said he didn't care about being fair or that he started it, he took pride in the fact he didn't care about being fair.
The threats continued, and continued, and continued, and I knew if I just walk away, he will sucker punch me, so I threw the first punch after all of his threats
This didn't go well because I know striking but quickly it got to the ground and I said in my head very quickly "Why the #### did I dismiss grappling sessions" He had every advantage in the book, plus had good grappling skills, so I lost, only able to land a few punches.
I have quite a few bruises, but I was able to take the hits, even though I was overwhelmed due to having no BJJ skills. A huge crowd watched the fight, but nobody came to help me, they just watched with excitement.
Once he left, I heard him say in a very demonic voice "I F'NG HATE HIM!!!!" keep in mind ive only had two past conversations with this person and both times were pleasant.
I had a meltdown once I had left the area in one of my favourite small cafe's, the not because of that particular incident alone, but the fact that my whole life I've been mistreated because of my autism. I get stared at on the street, whispered about, mocked, met with passive aggressiveness by strangers, fired, and all this happens no matter where I go, how I "carry" myself etc.
I basically said about how #### my life has been and continues to be, to the staff employees. They were very nice and understanding, they told me that I should get help with my mental problems so I "don't do anything drastic" I really considered this, but therapist only pretend to care, they're faker than strippers, and it would either be some cuck saying "it's all about confidence bro" or a foid saying it must he my fault somehow that society has done this to me. They replied that many therapist just go through the motions, so I'm glad they agreed therapy is retarded. I promised them that I'll buy more food and drink next time as an apology for taking up their time.
My friends and family are suggesting I start a new life somewhere in a foreign country or get involved in monastry. I plan on going to the DPRK once my grandmother passes away, but have only told 2 people that.
It actually seems the older I get the worse my autism gets.
I got a call later by some of the college admins asking if I was okay and that they were "concerned" but it is all part of their job, so I brushed of civility and ranted about the bullsh## MMR vaccine that destroyed my life and how a society that treats a lonely guy with mental health problems like trash his entire life shouldn't be surprised when that abused person goes ER (Didn't use that phrase specifically but you know what I mean)
We both have been temporarily suspended until the College investigates the matter further, but I've decided to quit college. I'm going to go back to the combat sports lessons after 2 years of not going and ill be focusing on Muay Thai and Grappling in lieu of just standard kickboxing.
but I did learn something:
My entire life, I reached my hand out offering kindness, friendship and serenity to this society and never have I benefited from it, as my kindness was always met with vicious brutality. Today I learned that trying to be reasonable with people is a RETARDED idea. The best thing to do when you face oppression is to make the oppressor paralysed from the neck down.
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