universallyabhorred
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Typically, when I talked about being bullied by my "friends" I got the same kind of useless advice or scolding, though sometimes my mother would yell at the bullies which led to more humiliation and emasculation. It was always "ignore them" or just "don't take it too seriously" or somehow change myself so they bullied me less, "like not cry or show weakness". One time I complained about being called a fag and my parents asked if I did anything to make the boys think I was gay, they said something about changing myself like not staring weirdly or that I was doing something to make them think I was gay.
So basically my life was go outside and get bullied, come back home get yelled at or beaten, ask for advice from an adult and get blamed and shamed and made to feel weak and worthless, I wonder how I survived this honestly. Some combination of (((pharmaceutical drugs)) and my autistic interests kept me going.
So basically my life was go outside and get bullied, come back home get yelled at or beaten, ask for advice from an adult and get blamed and shamed and made to feel weak and worthless, I wonder how I survived this honestly. Some combination of (((pharmaceutical drugs)) and my autistic interests kept me going.