Alone75
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Of course it's expected at my age, one guy laughed and said I was lucky I wasn't. A few gave me weird looks, like "oh maybe he's homo or a peado" which is too be expected. But being ugly and not a chatty acting normie must have gave them some clues surely...
I wish I could turn back time but who is to say anything would have changed much for the better. If I'd known I'd still be a virgin at this age, no friends and so lonely with nothing to help ease the frustration in any meaningful way I'd maybe have thrown myself in front on the nearest train!
They have only given me a 3 month contract also, I doubt it'll be extended so I'll be back on universal credit getting £317 a month to exist on. I fucking hate being me, trapped in this body 24/7, no copes help anymore.
I wish I could turn back time but who is to say anything would have changed much for the better. If I'd known I'd still be a virgin at this age, no friends and so lonely with nothing to help ease the frustration in any meaningful way I'd maybe have thrown myself in front on the nearest train!
They have only given me a 3 month contract also, I doubt it'll be extended so I'll be back on universal credit getting £317 a month to exist on. I fucking hate being me, trapped in this body 24/7, no copes help anymore.
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