after i got released from hmp bristol and october and was staying at that sharehouse until january 14th, i started having meetings with people.
such as my probation officer, a personal wellbeing practitioner, mentor figure from the home office and some mental health peopl.
Sometimes irl, sometimes via videocall.
when i moved here last month, i started having meetings with this cop too, the same one who i used to visit my flat before i got sent to bristol.
i've had 2 meetings at probation this week, 1 on monday and 1 yesterday.
the one on monday was with my probation officer and the cop, the other was with the wellbeing practitioner.
and in both meetings, they kept telling me the same old shit about me changing myself.
the cop on monday told me that my lifestyle in the previous town i lived in before i got sent to prison is almost identical to how it is now.
i try to explain to them that me being reclusive, ldaring indoors all day and spending my time on my laptop is the only life i know how to live.
i've been living this lifestyle since i was 15 ffs.
when i was growing up, i wasn't popular with anyone, i didn't have many friends and girls weren't interested in me.
i'm also on the autism spectrum and was neglected and ignored by my family and wasn't taught social skills or how to be social by them.
i tried to make friends, "put myself out there" as the cop tried to advise me, but i fucking failed.
just because you can try to change yourself doesn't mean you'll succeed.
i tried to change my life in the past, but i fucking failed.
how the fuck can i make friends when nobody wants to be my friend and i have shitty social skills and past trauma?
looks also won't help because i'm not a chad, or a prettyboy, in fact i've been rated as a ltn.
another thing about these guys that makes me jfl is that they try to advise me to stop living on benefits and get a job.
why the fuck would i want to do that, to contribute to SOYciety, a SOYciety that fucking hates me for being a white straight male?
getting a job would be very pretty difficult for me, for reasons i won't go over here because i've gone over them before.
makes sense why the cop and probation officer would suggest i get a job, their both wagecucks for the kiked britbong government, same with that mentor figure.
i even found that mentor figures socials too, but i'm not doxxing him here... unless i had a good reason to.
he claims he's met incels like me irl, and he really hates this forum and the blackpill.
if you cels saw his face, you would make him the official IS laughing stock.
i'm tired of hearing this how "change yourselves, bro" advice from these normie cucks.
"oh, we're trying to help you improve your live, just work a job and be productive... uh... dr. autismo!"
shit, i nearly typed my first name right there.
and i'm pretty sure this meeting tomorrow would just be the exact same shit.
such as my probation officer, a personal wellbeing practitioner, mentor figure from the home office and some mental health peopl.
Sometimes irl, sometimes via videocall.
when i moved here last month, i started having meetings with this cop too, the same one who i used to visit my flat before i got sent to bristol.
i've had 2 meetings at probation this week, 1 on monday and 1 yesterday.
the one on monday was with my probation officer and the cop, the other was with the wellbeing practitioner.
and in both meetings, they kept telling me the same old shit about me changing myself.
the cop on monday told me that my lifestyle in the previous town i lived in before i got sent to prison is almost identical to how it is now.
i try to explain to them that me being reclusive, ldaring indoors all day and spending my time on my laptop is the only life i know how to live.
i've been living this lifestyle since i was 15 ffs.
when i was growing up, i wasn't popular with anyone, i didn't have many friends and girls weren't interested in me.
i'm also on the autism spectrum and was neglected and ignored by my family and wasn't taught social skills or how to be social by them.
i tried to make friends, "put myself out there" as the cop tried to advise me, but i fucking failed.
just because you can try to change yourself doesn't mean you'll succeed.
i tried to change my life in the past, but i fucking failed.
how the fuck can i make friends when nobody wants to be my friend and i have shitty social skills and past trauma?
looks also won't help because i'm not a chad, or a prettyboy, in fact i've been rated as a ltn.
another thing about these guys that makes me jfl is that they try to advise me to stop living on benefits and get a job.
why the fuck would i want to do that, to contribute to SOYciety, a SOYciety that fucking hates me for being a white straight male?
getting a job would be very pretty difficult for me, for reasons i won't go over here because i've gone over them before.
makes sense why the cop and probation officer would suggest i get a job, their both wagecucks for the kiked britbong government, same with that mentor figure.
i even found that mentor figures socials too, but i'm not doxxing him here... unless i had a good reason to.
he claims he's met incels like me irl, and he really hates this forum and the blackpill.
if you cels saw his face, you would make him the official IS laughing stock.
i'm tired of hearing this how "change yourselves, bro" advice from these normie cucks.
"oh, we're trying to help you improve your live, just work a job and be productive... uh... dr. autismo!"
shit, i nearly typed my first name right there.
and i'm pretty sure this meeting tomorrow would just be the exact same shit.
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