I fucking hate my miserable fucking life

[Myst]

I wish I didn't wake up today

I feel so fucking miserable everything is so hopeless

 

[Animecel2D]

when will it ever get better

 

[FumoCum]

Same.

 

[Abacaxi14]

when will it ever get better

When we finally gather up courage to end it. Peace await for us 6 feet underground, i know it.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

when will it ever get better

I’m waiting for the day too. Spent a fucking hour trying to fall asleep today, and it didn’t work. Plus, I have an appointment earlier in the day to get up for. So probably only 4 hours or less sleep tonight for me .

 

[Animecel2D]

I’m waiting for the day too. Spent a fucking hour trying to fall asleep today, and it didn’t work. Plus, I have an appointment earlier in the day to get up for. So probably only 4 hours or less sleep tonight for me .

dunno how you can function properly with so little sleep tbh

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

dunno how you can function properly with so little sleep tbh

I can’t. It’s hell man, and makes everything about the day worse and less functional. But I have to soldier on sometimes and push through it. Sometimes there is nothing to do but keep going and not quit.

 

[Animecel2D]

I can’t. It’s hell man, and makes everything about the day worse and less functional. But I have to soldier on sometimes and push through it. Sometimes there is nothing to do but keep going and not quit.

does caffeine do anything for you at all or is it not enough to stave off your fatigue at least by a slight amount?

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

does caffeine do anything for you at all or is it not enough to stave off your fatigue at least slightly?

Does absolutely nothing but make me jittery and give me a sick stomach. Last time I tried it on a day like this, it helped for like 20 minutes and then I thought I was gonna throw up from it. Took almost an hour before my stomach settled down.

My body just doesn’t seem to respond well to most drugs or stimulants.

 

[Myst]

I'm killing myself soon, I'm just going to enjoy my last few days doing things I want to and then that's the end of me, I can't take this torture anymore. Nothing good has ever happened to me in my entire life. I don't want to feel pain anymore.

 

[Animecel2D]

Does absolutely nothing but make me jittery and give me a sick stomach. Last time I tried it on a day like this, it helped for like 20 minutes and then I thought I was gonna throw up from it. Took almost an hour before my stomach settled down.

My body just doesn’t seem to respond well to most drugs or stimulants.

probably because of your digestive issues, huh? That sucks. Coffee is the best when you are tired

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

probably because of your digestive issues, huh? That sucks. Coffee is the best when you are tired

Yeah, most likely. My system hates anything but the goyslop I’m used to and Miralax which I have to take every day for life to keep my intestines going. The last meal I had was a 5 layer burrito, a taco, 2 Reese’s cups and a KitKat bar, a lot of popcorn, and a small pack of skittles. Shouldn’t have eaten so much though. It was too much

 

[Animecel2D]

I'm killing myself soon, I'm just going to enjoy my last few days doing things I want to and then that's the end of me, I can't take this torture anymore. Nothing good has ever happened to me in my entire life. I don't want to feel pain anymore.

how are you going to do it?

 

[Myst]

how are you going to do it?

jump

 

[Animecel2D]

jump

hope you know what you're doing mate. We only have one life, throwing it away if you arent completely certain about this is just ... sad.

 

[light]

jump

from where? what height?