I forgot what it feels like to feel hope

[ihatelife2]

I can't even imagine what it would feel like to be in a relationship and this really upsets me because being able to imagine it could have been an escape for a few minutes but my mind just can't produce this idea.

 

[spellbound]

Good. Hope only leads to disappointment.

 

[Paranoiacel]

Do you have aphantasia?

 

[Erenincel]

Good. Hope only leads to disappointment.

This. I lost my hope too