BlackCel_from_ZA
Why rope? You never had a life JFL :)
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- Dec 21, 2022
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Hi brocels I'm back. I wanna start off by saying that I have swallowed the blackpill in it's entirety. I decided to leave the forum(A month or two ago) so I could try experience the world and I thought It wouldn't be all doom and gloom jfl was I wrong . I'm doing my 2nd year in uni, never had a gf or anything like that. I payed a whore to have sex with me but idk if that counts(It's truly ovER if you have to pay a foid to open her legs for you in your prime).
Anyways I actually decided to listen to those IncelTear bluepilled fag cucks. They said try improve your appearance so, I bought clothes and shoes that amounted R4000($275) , mind you I live in a 3rd world country, that is someone's salary and I'm in Uni. I don't have a job or anything but I can make some spare change cause I at least internship opportunities and I do a bit of reselling. Secondly they told me I should try therapy and guess what lol, I did. I think
JFL to these bluepilled therapists, this foid was telling me my internal "frequency" has to change for my external enviroment to change. I did this for about a month and literally nothing changed. Normies and foids were still repulsed by me. I tried soooo hard mang, I tried initiating conversations, actually tried speaking to people, I even admitted my feelings to my oneitis(She rejected me). Even thought I invested in all types of clothing(I don't even care about that sheit mang, I did it to please soyciety), I invested in my mental health. NOTHING HAS CHANGED. How is one supposed to cope? Then I realized there are no clothes for your face. I don't like this feeling brocels, this perpetual pain caused my soyciety and I am to high inhib to do anything about it..
I did everything in my power to try change myself but jfl my pERsonality is bad and foids can sense it from a mile away. The only thing that is keeping me going is the thought of moneymaxxing and betabuxxing(I know my brocels hate betabuxxing) but I can't fathom a world where I can't have sex, a world where I can't get roast beef flaps, a world where I can't BREEEEEEEED. I know betabuxxing is cucked but I would rather betabuxx than spend my whole life by myself cooming .
These Incel Cucks also told me to find people/groups that have similar hobbies. JFL. All Normies have NPC dialogues. The ones that did want to speak to me all speak about the same fucken sheit mang. Muahhhhhh Party, Where girlfriend? Who Friend? Why you no have Friend?. There is literally nothing I can speak about even though I don't do the speaking, I can't relate to anything that they are saying ya know? I just wanna warn you fellow brocels(Ethnics of course, the only truecels) don't listen to those IncelTear Cucks they will rejoice in your pain and suffering. Us ethnic incels have to stick together. Cuz no one cares about us.
Anyways I actually decided to listen to those IncelTear bluepilled fag cucks. They said try improve your appearance so, I bought clothes and shoes that amounted R4000($275) , mind you I live in a 3rd world country, that is someone's salary and I'm in Uni. I don't have a job or anything but I can make some spare change cause I at least internship opportunities and I do a bit of reselling. Secondly they told me I should try therapy and guess what lol, I did. I think
JFL to these bluepilled therapists, this foid was telling me my internal "frequency" has to change for my external enviroment to change. I did this for about a month and literally nothing changed. Normies and foids were still repulsed by me. I tried soooo hard mang, I tried initiating conversations, actually tried speaking to people, I even admitted my feelings to my oneitis(She rejected me). Even thought I invested in all types of clothing(I don't even care about that sheit mang, I did it to please soyciety), I invested in my mental health. NOTHING HAS CHANGED. How is one supposed to cope? Then I realized there are no clothes for your face. I don't like this feeling brocels, this perpetual pain caused my soyciety and I am to high inhib to do anything about it..
I did everything in my power to try change myself but jfl my pERsonality is bad and foids can sense it from a mile away. The only thing that is keeping me going is the thought of moneymaxxing and betabuxxing(I know my brocels hate betabuxxing) but I can't fathom a world where I can't have sex, a world where I can't get roast beef flaps, a world where I can't BREEEEEEEED. I know betabuxxing is cucked but I would rather betabuxx than spend my whole life by myself cooming .
These Incel Cucks also told me to find people/groups that have similar hobbies. JFL. All Normies have NPC dialogues. The ones that did want to speak to me all speak about the same fucken sheit mang. Muahhhhhh Party, Where girlfriend? Who Friend? Why you no have Friend?. There is literally nothing I can speak about even though I don't do the speaking, I can't relate to anything that they are saying ya know? I just wanna warn you fellow brocels(Ethnics of course, the only truecels) don't listen to those IncelTear Cucks they will rejoice in your pain and suffering. Us ethnic incels have to stick together. Cuz no one cares about us.