Brutal I finally have actual depression

[SilentShadow]

So for many years my life has sucked but i wasn't really depressed, i had moments of sadness but generally i just felt dull and focused on my copes, over the last few days i realized how bad everything and everyone around me is and i had a mental breakdown and wanted to cry lying on my bed but no tears came, i genuinely feel like im in true mental agony now, several days have passed and im still in total despair,i think i might end up roping this year.

Atleast I will get drunk tomorrow so i have small things like that to find relief in.

 

[grimlockcel]

Sounds like you wanted it to happen

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

It is ogre buddyboyo

 

[cathuluelitist]

Brew some ayahuasca, brocel.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

it was bound to happen

 

[Emba]

);

 

[Erenincel]

I know how you feel brocel. Mental breakdowns are the worlds inceldom symptom. In reality, you often suffer very much and the only thing normie will tell you is you're just pretending. I had such states myself.I hope you finally find peace.