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I feel terribly bad and crying because Ive squashed a wallbug to death I am a terrible person

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I was in the bathroom and there was this strange insect with long antennas, it looked strange.

So I thought what if it reproduced, what if it got into the walls and laid eggs, what if I end up with others? I took a sheet of paper I put it over it and I delivered a sharp blow with a rigid box killing it. I thought it was what I had to do but now I am crying like a desperate man, I have tears in my eyes.

This is exactly what other people think of us, I killed an insect that I judged unworthy of living, I took away from it the only chance it had to experience life, to look for its meaning. Who am I to do something like this? How I dare to play God with another living being that just wanted to be? Why? Cause it looked “unpleasant” to me? Have I seen myself? There I have just killed myself on the bathroom floor.

I am a piece of shit of a man and I deserve only the worst. Im a disgrace and I should be tossed in a boiling lake of shit and drown in it. I thought it was the right thing to do but now I cannot forgive myself for it. I will never do the same thing again as long as I live.
 
get a grip nigga
 
You should be able to understand how I feel
 
Dawg, you just killed my cousin. :lasereyes:
 
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Sometimes I feel bad about killing bugs too.
 
Sometimes I feel bad about killing bugs too.
I harmed something for the same reason Ive been harmed my entire life. I don’t care people calling me crazy here, I feel bad, never felt this bad before. Ive been a perpetrator to an innocent insect, because I deemed it unpleasant.

Doesn’t matter that it cannot have the same abstraction, reason, thought that I do as a human. I could ve let it be, but I crushed it just because I could. This is what they do to us. This is what they have done to me.
 
I harmed something for the same reason Ive been harmed my entire life. I don’t care people calling me crazy here, I feel bad, never felt this bad before. Ive been a perpetrator to an innocent insect, because I deemed it unpleasant.

Doesn’t matter that it cannot have the same abstraction, reason, thought that I do as a human. I could ve let it be, but I crushed it just because I could. This is what they do to us. This is what they have done to me.
:feelsbadman:
 
We think so much weird stuff because we have so much alone time on our hands. Being so lonely probably does things to our brains. I get sad about stupid stuff as well while listening to sad music or sometimes even without it. Yk very minor things that a normal person would move on from instantly. I feel guilty about a lot of things such as playing games, not stoodycelling, having a shitty sleep schedule, not spending time with family and never going out with them but hiding away in my room 24/7, not going out for walks etc.

Millions of creatures take birth and die everyday as they have since the beginning. It's all right. Bugcel wouldn't have even felt any pain, it would have been instant death. Listen to some uplifting music, eat some tasty food and watch something on yt to distract yourself or play some games.
 
We think so much weird stuff because we have so much alone time on our hands. Being so lonely probably does things to our brains. I get sad about stupid stuff as well while listening to sad music or sometimes even without it. Yk very minor things that a normal person would move on from instantly. I feel guilty about a lot of things such as playing games, not stoodycelling, having a shitty sleep schedule, not spending time with family and never going out with them but hiding away in my room 24/7, not going out for walks etc.

Millions of creatures take birth and die everyday as they have since the beginning. It's all right. Bugcel wouldn't have even felt any pain, it would have been instant death. Listen to some uplifting music, eat some tasty food and watch something on yt to distract yourself or play some games.
Thx man
 
i dont really get it, like it feels unpleasant, know they're not conscious but on some level they can feel it
 
If it makes you feel any better. This one time when i was showering a gecko climbed down and I stomped on it a few times and sprayed hot shower on while it was alive until the thing's limbs, body and tails melted into moosh.
 
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i dont really get it, like it feels unpleasant, know they're not conscious but on some level they can feel it
Not about what they can feel but what it represented for me. I obviously hope it didn’t suffer, but what Ive done is analogous to the violence perpetrated against us. Proves that Im no better. I pray the mighty one forgives my sins.
 
Don't kill unless necessary and bugs can cause a lot of problems so it's justified
 
Wouldn't it be nice if we could communicate with our fellow inhabitants?
I would tell the bedbugs, ticks, mosquitoes, and horseflies to take themselves and take their entire family elsewhere, and we will all live in peace. I would make allowances for mice in my home if they follow the rules: No pissing and shitting on my floors/rugs. No shredding my property for nesting material. No eating my food without asking permission first. And rent is due on the first of the month.
If they can't be bothered, but won't leave, I'm afraid genocide is the only answer.
 
Not about what they can feel but what it represented for me. I obviously hope it didn’t suffer, but what Ive done is analogous to the violence perpetrated against us. Proves that Im no better. I pray the mighty one forgives my sins.
tbf bugs dont have any level of understanding of a humans emotions, the people ure talking about are just selfish
 
I harmed something for the same reason Ive been harmed my entire life. I don’t care people calling me crazy here, I feel bad, never felt this bad before. Ive been a perpetrator to an innocent insect, because I deemed it unpleasant.
What that really illustrates is that if we were born with average looks, the vast majority of us would've become bluepilled normies.
 
I used to flip woodlice on there back and put them under the scolding hot sun
 
Bluepillers will read this and SWEAR that it is actually inkwells who are the le crazy psykopaffs.
 
You're not a psychopath
 
move on

life ain’t fair to weak ones

especially weak bugs
 

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