Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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I was in the bathroom and there was this strange insect with long antennas, it looked strange.
So I thought what if it reproduced, what if it got into the walls and laid eggs, what if I end up with others? I took a sheet of paper I put it over it and I delivered a sharp blow with a rigid box killing it. I thought it was what I had to do but now I am crying like a desperate man, I have tears in my eyes.
This is exactly what other people think of us, I killed an insect that I judged unworthy of living, I took away from it the only chance it had to experience life, to look for its meaning. Who am I to do something like this? How I dare to play God with another living being that just wanted to be? Why? Cause it looked “unpleasant” to me? Have I seen myself? There I have just killed myself on the bathroom floor.
I am a piece of shit of a man and I deserve only the worst. Im a disgrace and I should be tossed in a boiling lake of shit and drown in it. I thought it was the right thing to do but now I cannot forgive myself for it. I will never do the same thing again as long as I live.
So I thought what if it reproduced, what if it got into the walls and laid eggs, what if I end up with others? I took a sheet of paper I put it over it and I delivered a sharp blow with a rigid box killing it. I thought it was what I had to do but now I am crying like a desperate man, I have tears in my eyes.
This is exactly what other people think of us, I killed an insect that I judged unworthy of living, I took away from it the only chance it had to experience life, to look for its meaning. Who am I to do something like this? How I dare to play God with another living being that just wanted to be? Why? Cause it looked “unpleasant” to me? Have I seen myself? There I have just killed myself on the bathroom floor.
I am a piece of shit of a man and I deserve only the worst. Im a disgrace and I should be tossed in a boiling lake of shit and drown in it. I thought it was the right thing to do but now I cannot forgive myself for it. I will never do the same thing again as long as I live.





