SuicideFuel I feel sorry for all the times I've hurt my mother

[RealSchizo]

My mom have always tried to do what was better for me she is the person that loves me the most and yet I have told her that she was useless because of my own failures in life.

Like yeah the genetic make up is beyond fucked up but I've shown and brought upon my family only shame and people probably wonder whether we are all retarded just like me because of my own fucked up brain. Instead of gratitude because they actually let NEET. I love my parents but they divorced man I wish things were different.

I feel rage and regret. How much of a failure I am.

 

[Leon98]

Very relatable statement.

 

[Soystein]

My mom have always tried to do what was better for me she is the person that loves me the most and yet I have told her that she was useless because of my own failures in life.

Tell her you care about her.

I feel rage and regret. How much of a failure I am.

Me too

 

[vic624]

I think of love as persistent irrational actions toward an individual otherwise undeserving of said action. Like, I normally wouldn't care about the insulin levels of some old lady, but I care about my diabetic mother. In that framework, you almost can't have loving parents who are also effective life guides, because their entire perception of you is irrational.

 

[RealSchizo]

Tell her you care about her.

Me too

I don't know why but I find it embarrasing to talk about love and care with my parents. Am I autistic or is this normal ? I mean I want to say it but I'd appear too childish and pathetic which will make my parents think that I am even a bigger coward.

 

[rcnfive]

fuck my bitch mom, she's half the reason i ended up this way. in between the ugly genes on her side of the family and her helicopter parenting

 

[RealSchizo]

fuck my bitch mom, she's half the reason i ended up this way. in between the ugly genes on her side of the family and her helicopter parenting

does she love you tho ?

 

[rcnfive]

does she love you tho ?

probably, yes. but it means nothing to me.

 

[Soystein]

I don't know why but I find it embarrasing to talk about love and care with my parents. Am I autistic or is this normal ? I mean I want to say it but I'd appear too childish and pathetic which will make my parents think that I am even a bigger coward.

You don't have to make it a conversation, just tell her you care about her if you are walking past her. I tell my mom that I care about her or that I hate gypsies/jews/niggers/muslims when I walk past to get something to drink.

 

[yeetbender_]

They should've allowed me to be strangled to death in my mother's womb.

 

[Emba]

Most of the time they have no clue what they are doing.

 

[naturalselector2003]

Realest. Have to respect and pay back your mom and dad, even though it's very hard

 

[Vector2800]

I know how you feel man. I’ve said so much shit to my parents that I wish I could take back. I wish I treated them better and was more grateful. They’re dead so I can’t now.

 

[Argenfarker]

They should've allowed me to be strangled to death in my mother's womb.

 

[Smiggles]

Very relatable statement.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Can't relate
She is the reason of why I'm stuck here with shitty genes and poor too

fuck my bitch mom, she's half the reason i ended up this way. in between the ugly genes on her side of the family and her helicopter parenting

 

[DreamCoper]

My "mother" directly caused my inceldom and taunts me for it. I have no sympathies for her.

 

[Caichan]

My "mother" directly caused my inceldom and taunts me for it. I have no sympathies for her.

damn my mom is like the only nice person