It's Over I feel so empty and sad

[ShadowSenpai]

My imagination is slowly dying within me, causing me to feel empty and making it harder to cope. Im losing my desire for life and it is draining me, its hard to imagine things outside of my physical reality, like I’m stuck in a prison…

 

[Animecel2D]

Same bro

 

[Icarus]

 

[ShadowSenpai]

Same bro

My youtube channel is my only lifefuel rn

 

[Animecel2D]

My youtube channel is my only lifefuel rn

link ?

 

[Dollfucker]

My youtube channel is my only lifefuel rn

Bro i should start a channel too idk what it would be tho

 

[Master in Mumbai]

Bro i should start a channel too idk what it would be tho

sex doll reviews

 

[ShadowSenpai]

link ?

I don’t want to share it with people for now, it’s too personal for me to feel comfortable with sharing rn, but one video got over 500 views (it was a knife review).

 

[Animecel2D]

I don’t want to share it with people for now, it’s too personal for me to feel comfortable with sharing rn, but one video got over 500 views (it was a knife review).

fair enough

 

[ShadowSenpai]

fair enough

I’m a voicecel and it’s embarrassing

 

[despisedpaul]

I’m a voicecel and it’s embarrassing

how bad of a voicecel?
my voice literally sounds like mickey mouse

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Life truly is meaningless without a girlfriend in it

 

[ShadowSenpai]

how bad of a voicecel?
my voice literally sounds like mickey mouse

It sounds soft and feminine, slightly gay

 

[ShadowSenpai]

Life truly is meaningless without a girlfriend in it

The brutal truth

 

[Grodd]

Bro i should start a channel too idk what it would be tho

Sex doll reviewer

 

[Grodd]

I feel like this every minute of every day

 

[ShadowSenpai]

I feel like this every minute of every day

Maybe it’s just a mood, but i feel a unique exhaustion from life I never experienced before, maybe it’s from getting older

 

[XxRavenxX179]

That's how I feel except for the sad part. Do everything you possibly can to become a neet, if there's a will there IS a way. Then once you are a neet you need to comfortmaxx. There ya go, you'll feel empty but not quite sad. At least that's what has worked for me and I think you should try.

 

[Grodd]

Maybe it’s just a mood, but i feel a unique exhaustion from life I never experienced before, maybe it’s from getting older

It's from Being KHHV and completely alone

 

[Adolf Kitler]

real

 

[ShadowSenpai]

That's how I feel except for the sad part. Do everything you possibly can to become a neet, if there's a will there IS a way. Then once you are a neet you need to comfortmaxx. There ya go, you'll feel empty but not quite sad. At least that's what has worked for me and I think you should try.

I don’t think it’s possible for me, because I want to try college. If I drop out then I may consider neeting or working entry-level garbage

 

[jajahajajha]

My imagination is slowly dying within me, causing me to feel empty and making it harder to cope. Im losing my desire for life and it is draining me, its hard to imagine things outside of my physical reality, like I’m stuck in a prison…

Kys then

 

[ShadowSenpai]

Kys then

Read the rules

 

[XxRavenxX179]

I don’t think it’s possible for me, because I want to try college. If I drop out then I may consider neeting or working entry-level garbage

So your situation is dire but you don't wanna change it? Is it the fear of the unknown? It was for me. I was in high school and I fuckin hated my life but I was too scared to drop out. I was scared my life was gonna get way worse but I didn't even think about how it could get way better. The only way I could get over that fear of the unknown was when high school broke the last straw within me. I got desperate and acted on emotion. A few days later I had no choice but to sign the papers to let me drop out.

ig what I am saying is that you need college to somehow break that last straw within you. So much so that you HAVE to dropout. And for that you just have to wait.

 

[ShadowSenpai]

So your situation is dire but you don't wanna change it? Is it the fear of the unknown? It was for me. I was in high school and I fuckin hated my life but I was too scared to drop out. I was scared my life was gonna get way worse but I didn't even think about how it could get way better. The only way I could get over that fear of the unknown was when high school broke the last straw within me. I got desperate and acted on emotion. A few days later I had no choice but to sign the papers to let me drop out.

ig what I am saying is that you need college to somehow break that last straw within you. So much so that you HAVE to dropout. And for that you just have to wait.

The fear of appearing as a failure, because I want to go through the motions set by society. It’s possible that college will be the last straw, I might fail because of laziness or difficulty of the classes. Its a worrying feeling that I would be throwing a big opportunity away.

 

[XxRavenxX179]

The fear of appearing as a failure, because I want to go through the motions set by society. It’s possible that college will be the last straw, I might fail because of laziness or difficulty of the classes. Its a worrying feeling that I would be throwing a big opportunity away.

So you wanna wage slave for the rest of your life after college? If you are confident you can get a gf and a normie life after graduating then Ig it might be worth it. But you are right, the disappointment of college could be the last straw. Only time can tell

 

[ShadowSenpai]

So you wanna wage slave for the rest of your life after college? If you are confident you can get a gf and a normie life after graduating then Ig it might be worth it. But you are right, the disappointment of college could be the last straw. Only time can tell

I’m a truecel so it’s a brutal life either way

 

[ShadowSenpai]

 

[zangano1]

Same

 

[ShadowSenpai]

Same

damn

 

[TheCatMan]

Bro i should start a channel too idk what it would be tho

You definitely should make one. Do vlogs or something. Then you wouldn't have to work just upload videos