GenEtic-MaLfuncti0n
Cursed to be alone. Put me out of my misery.
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- Jun 10, 2019
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I never knew what affection felt like. I never knew what friendships felt like, i never knew what a hug felt like, i never knew what a first kiss felt like, i was born to suffer and die alone. I did nothing to deserve this, but somehow am living in constant pain and loneliness. Death sounds liberating that i just can't wait to die. I've been alone too long. Maybe God likes to watch me suffer, but what is so good about that? Am literarily fading away and no one cares. Am nothing to anyone, am less than an animal to women, my life's purpose was just to suffer, suffer and suffer, 24 hours in a day, 7days a week and 360 days a year, no rest, my eye balls are bulging out of my head from insomnia and being alone for many many years and over 2 decades. This suffering just won't end. I want to live, but i keep suffering from loneliness, am already in hell. God! why have you forsaken me?