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I Should KMS
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I can't take it anymore. If I didn't have lower jaw advancement and genioplasty booked, I think I would be actually planning my suicide right now. As it stands, I do, so I have no method or plans right now but the feeling that I need to go is there. It's become "suffocating" now. I'm walking around on autopilot cuz the only thing on my mind is looks and age.
This is why looks theory is suppressed and taboo. What could be more personal, more soul-destroying, more heartbreaking than knowing that the face you present to everyone is a measure of your worth in people's eyes and that it is key in your ability to reproduce? It affects everything from your professional life to your dating life.
If it weren't for my job and gymcel-cope, I'd be rotting in this chair all day.
Someone said I should look at counselling. Why? So I can learn to see the stinking, runny, fly-ridden pile of shit that is my life as fertile, useful manure? Those same people would say a rose by any other name would smell just as sweet. So it works the other way around too. Shit is still shit, no matter how you dress it up and being sub5 is shit.
I think I'll go to the gym. It's Sunday 4.20pm. I hope there aren't any woman there. The last thing I need is to be triggered.
I have been staving off a mentalbreakdown for years. I can only ward it off for so long. Just lol if you are a 5+guy on here and roleplaying incel. You would hate to actually be one, trust me.
I feel like I need to join ArabIncel in death.
This is why looks theory is suppressed and taboo. What could be more personal, more soul-destroying, more heartbreaking than knowing that the face you present to everyone is a measure of your worth in people's eyes and that it is key in your ability to reproduce? It affects everything from your professional life to your dating life.
If it weren't for my job and gymcel-cope, I'd be rotting in this chair all day.
Someone said I should look at counselling. Why? So I can learn to see the stinking, runny, fly-ridden pile of shit that is my life as fertile, useful manure? Those same people would say a rose by any other name would smell just as sweet. So it works the other way around too. Shit is still shit, no matter how you dress it up and being sub5 is shit.
I think I'll go to the gym. It's Sunday 4.20pm. I hope there aren't any woman there. The last thing I need is to be triggered.
I have been staving off a mentalbreakdown for years. I can only ward it off for so long. Just lol if you are a 5+guy on here and roleplaying incel. You would hate to actually be one, trust me.
I feel like I need to join ArabIncel in death.