Venting I feel like I’m a bad person

[Lazyandtalentless]

I can’t stop feeling like I'm just a bad person. I know I don’t fit in, and I never have. I try to be good, try to be someone worth caring about, but it never works. People look at me like I’m the problem, like I’m the one who’s cruel, when all I want is to be treated like I matter. Maybe it’s true. Maybe I am just bad at being human. I’ve always been different, and not in a good way. I’ve seen how others move through life with ease, and I wonder why I can’t do that. I wonder if I deserve this feeling of isolation, this feeling of never being good enough. It’s hard to believe I could ever be anything else when all I’ve known is rejection, when all I’ve heard is that I’m too much of a mess to fix. Maybe I am the problem. Maybe if I wasn’t like this, things would be different.

 

[Pancakecel]

No point being a good person as a sub5, do whatever benefits you. Soyciety, at best just sees you as another cog in the (((machine))).

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I became a bad person. Nothing changed.

 

[DioptricAtol]

It doesn't matter what you do. It's what you look like

 

[Yournotcold0]

It doesn't matter what you do. It's what you look like

 

[Yournotcold0]

Society will always hate you anyway

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

No point being a good person as a sub5, do whatever benefits you. Soyciety, at best just sees you as another cog in the (((machine))).

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I became a bad person. Nothing changed.

 

[chudjak]

I can’t stop feeling like I'm just a bad person. I know I don’t fit in, and I never have. I try to be good, try to be someone worth caring about, but it never works. People look at me like I’m the problem, like I’m the one who’s cruel, when all I want is to be treated like I matter. Maybe it’s true. Maybe I am just bad at being human. I’ve always been different, and not in a good way. I’ve seen how others move through life with ease, and I wonder why I can’t do that. I wonder if I deserve this feeling of isolation, this feeling of never being good enough. It’s hard to believe I could ever be anything else when all I’ve known is rejection, when all I’ve heard is that I’m too much of a mess to fix. Maybe I am the problem. Maybe if I wasn’t like this, things would be different.

Stop giving a shit about other people, their wants, putting them first, giving anything, or caring about the morality they impose on you. Just be what you want and do what you want, if you want to be a NEET leech then do it and don't feel bad, none of them feel bad for any of your problems

 

[Fat Link]

I can’t stop feeling like I'm just a bad person. I know I don’t fit in, and I never have. I try to be good, try to be someone worth caring about, but it never works. People look at me like I’m the problem, like I’m the one who’s cruel, when all I want is to be treated like I matter. Maybe it’s true. Maybe I am just bad at being human. I’ve always been different, and not in a good way. I’ve seen how others move through life with ease, and I wonder why I can’t do that. I wonder if I deserve this feeling of isolation, this feeling of never being good enough. It’s hard to believe I could ever be anything else when all I’ve known is rejection, when all I’ve heard is that I’m too much of a mess to fix. Maybe I am the problem. Maybe if I wasn’t like this, things would be different.

If you were attractive you could be either way and women would still want you and society would treat you well.

With things being as they are however you should focus on doing your best to get over this hang up and instead find ways to insulate yourself from normies and society and just stay away from them and try to maximize your comfiness as @Todd Thundercock and I have done.

Nothing good ever comes from our kind interacting with these fuckers in more than a cursory sense.

 

[CuntHater]

I can’t stop feeling like I'm just a bad person. I know I don’t fit in, and I never have. I try to be good, try to be someone worth caring about, but it never works. People look at me like I’m the problem, like I’m the one who’s cruel, when all I want is to be treated like I matter. Maybe it’s true. Maybe I am just bad at being human. I’ve always been different, and not in a good way. I’ve seen how others move through life with ease, and I wonder why I can’t do that. I wonder if I deserve this feeling of isolation, this feeling of never being good enough. It’s hard to believe I could ever be anything else when all I’ve known is rejection, when all I’ve heard is that I’m too much of a mess to fix. Maybe I am the problem. Maybe if I wasn’t like this, things would be different.

You weren't born bad, society made you that way by treating you the way it does. They forced you to live in darkness for your entire life and then get angry if you dare to get angry about it.

Fuck society and people in general

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

You're not a bad person. You just happen to live in a world that values different kinds of people over others.

 

[TheJester]

There is no bad or good. Those are human concepts to bring a somewhat "order" into the social hierachy.

Its whats currently so much discussed about the Luigi Mangione case, is he a hero? Is the CEO a villain? Was the CEO a "good" person like the Media wants him to portrait?

No. Everyones just the hero of their own story, yet everyone is far from good. There is no "pure good" it simply cant exist for there is always something and or someone who stands against that persons ideals, personality, appearance, stances, ideologies, politics, opinions, religions and everyone and or just someone they are connected to.

You arent bad, you arent good either. You just are. Because the universe wants you to be.

And yes, what i wrote might sound like cope, but thats just how things are and will - most likely - always be.

 

[ViciousKanga]

sounds kinda corny but society made me a bad person haha. im always nice and respectful to people but being nice has brought me nothing of value and people still treat me like shit

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Good person, bad pERson, doesn't matter in this world. It's all about genetics, power, luck.