My parents split up when I was a baby so I never experienced life with them together. Even now to this day in my early 20s it's hard to imagine growing up with both of your parents in the same place. It seems so alien to me that this is how life is for most kids.
I also never had any brothers or sisters. My parents never remarried. I grew up in a big city and there were no neighborhood kids and my parents were the only family I ever had. It was very lonely.
On top of that I never fit in at school. I never had any friends and always ate alone and kept to myself. I feel like outside of my subhuman looks I was also socially stunted because I never had any interaction with kids outside my own age outside of class.
Maybe some sort of after school program or sports team would've helped me but my parents never bothered and I never realized I needed it.
When I was a kid I really identified with the Naruto characters. Specifically Naruto and Sasuke who both grew up lonely and alone. Even though their parents were killed I still felt like them. Coming home and watching toonami were my happiest childhood memories.
That's part of the reason why I hate my inceldom so much. I'm so lonely and I just want to ascend with a girl who will make this loneliness go away. I'm too far gone to make friends with people at my own age. The only things I'm interested in are anime (not the normie shounen stuff) and people like me are rejected and outcast if they ever reveal this, considered "otakus" and just freaks in general.
I don't know about your experiences growing up with brothers and sisters. Everytime I complained to my parents they told me if I had siblings I would hate them and all siblings hate each other. That the only reason I'm saying this is just because I don't know.
I feel for me it would've made things easier and I would've been more socially adjusted if I had someone from my own generation to relate to and grow up with.
The fact my parents were divorced is a whole nother issue but I feel like the only child part is much worse than the divorced part.
I also never had any brothers or sisters. My parents never remarried. I grew up in a big city and there were no neighborhood kids and my parents were the only family I ever had. It was very lonely.
On top of that I never fit in at school. I never had any friends and always ate alone and kept to myself. I feel like outside of my subhuman looks I was also socially stunted because I never had any interaction with kids outside my own age outside of class.
Maybe some sort of after school program or sports team would've helped me but my parents never bothered and I never realized I needed it.
When I was a kid I really identified with the Naruto characters. Specifically Naruto and Sasuke who both grew up lonely and alone. Even though their parents were killed I still felt like them. Coming home and watching toonami were my happiest childhood memories.
That's part of the reason why I hate my inceldom so much. I'm so lonely and I just want to ascend with a girl who will make this loneliness go away. I'm too far gone to make friends with people at my own age. The only things I'm interested in are anime (not the normie shounen stuff) and people like me are rejected and outcast if they ever reveal this, considered "otakus" and just freaks in general.
I don't know about your experiences growing up with brothers and sisters. Everytime I complained to my parents they told me if I had siblings I would hate them and all siblings hate each other. That the only reason I'm saying this is just because I don't know.
I feel for me it would've made things easier and I would've been more socially adjusted if I had someone from my own generation to relate to and grow up with.
The fact my parents were divorced is a whole nother issue but I feel like the only child part is much worse than the divorced part.
